CHUULAI…MY EYES AND EARS ARE OPEN
- @ixapixie
HEHE YES CHUULAI MY NEW OBSESSION <33
my vision is. okay first of all: i need them to bite each other and make each other worse. i need them to get bloody about it. i think they should tear each other apart.
but ALSO
nikolai who views love as a cage vs chuuya who has been caged by their affection for their friends as long as they can remember. nikolai who's deepest desire is to be free vs chuuya who swears their loyalty and life to whichever organization they're part of (first the sheep, then the mafia). nikolai, whose ability can be used as means of escape vs chuuya, whose ability in its purest form serves as a tether back to dazai.
nikolai, who sings a siren song of freedom and chuuya, who finds they can't resist the sound. and in return: chuuya, who above all wants to love someone who will stay vs nikolai, who sees permanence as yet another binding holding him down.













