backpedal
Come back, won’t you? Come back from those dark depths of despair and pain that you fell into.
You’ve been in there for a long time. You’ve been falling for a long time, and yet you still haven’t hit the bottom. If there even is a bottom. Sometimes the journey is worse than the destination. I’ve heard you ask yourself what to do- if there even is a way to get out of this. For some, there is. For some, there isn’t.
But you. When you want something, you push and prod until you get what you want, isn’t that right? Isn’t that just human nature? So pull yourself out. Claw and scramble and fight your way out until you finally, finally see the sun again. NO matter how long it takes. It will be hard. There will be times where you want to let go again- to give up and let yourself fall again. Don’t let go. Keep holding on to that hope. That dream.
It will take a while. The best things come with patience.
Do you ever remember a time when you were happy and carefree? When you felt light as air or a feather; you were pure and full to the brim with joy and unmarred by your life? Some people have never felt this. It’s sad. It’s a pity. I myself wish I had cherished that feeling a bit longer, instead of wanting to grow up quickly and become an adult. Like many other children? Yeah. I’m one of many others who wishes that they could rewind back to when we were just a child. But we can’t just turn back time like that. So. Now that I’ve given you this- what are you going to do? Are you going to fight or give in? Are you going to keep living in the past or start living in the now?
If you’ve made a mistake, reflect on it, but don’t dwell on it.
Backpedal.
