Hello My Lonely Tumblr Page...
I have been crying. Pain has been my unfortunate company for a long time. Worse things can and probably has happened to a lot of other people, but pain truly doesn't have limitations or boundaries. This might not be the lowest I've ever felt but agony is a word fit for how my brainy bits are. I don't post much on this tumblr page. I'm not sure if you can see the time or not but most if not every post I've ever written here were done on nights where sleep was hard to come by.
Positive outlook on our own life isn't witchcraft, but in a world like this, I admit it's pretty hard to acquire. We faced a pandemic, countries still at war, society once again has increased it's hostility which we''ve seen over and over again in time. I guess history do repeat itself. Survival on this planet seems to be a mission for most. Surviving isn't necessarily thriving. In many, myself included, mental health keeps declining.
I want love, hugs and words of affection and encouragement from my parents. The moon might shatter into tiny pieces of asteroids before it will. With no hope and no encouragement it is increasing in difficulty to keep my existence on this planet from disappearing. Cry as I may but no one will hear. I will try, I cannot give up. But two outcomes may occur. I will regain my emotional footing, life will become okay, all dreams achieved and even when bad days happen, they won't break me. Or darkness will win, nightmares will come to life, I will vanish, no traces left behind, erased from Earth, forever.
In my lonely tumblr page I shall write when inspiration hits me. I expect no one to see this. I will write and continue to express, only time will tell me where I might go. This world is a dark place. Humans will do more harm than demons. Your neighbor could carry more sinister actions than the monsters under your bed.
Enoy your life, fight for your passions as hard as you can, give it your all. But most importantly, stay safe. Keep your eyes open, for true evil is never what it seems to be.