#iwillalwaysbereal

So singing while i drive is the only therapy i need & I have been jamming to this song since 2014! It took someone's true fuckary in 2023 & 2024 for me to really feel these lyrics in my damn soul right now. I'm was still singing it & driving tho, hurt & all cuz fuck the pain right? I'm still the same me I have been & always will be. Because for me, there's no point in life if im being & showing the real me at all times in all situations especially when in love in this fake ass world full of people with empty souls searching for ever filling the void with that same emptiness only to have to keep pretending. Nah im good, its too much work to not give anyone anything but real. 💯🖤

#WeBornAlone #WeDieAlone #EveryoneLies

hmmmm to start off. 

i'm really glad i can blog again because lately i've been wanting to write my thoughts out....but been too lazy to drive to the store, pick out a journal, swipe my card, get back in my car, drive home, and take out a pencil to write down my thoughts. EFF THAT. THIS is the 21st century (i think), and technology is the ishhh. so. i'm going to write all my thoughts on the web via laptop. 

so for now that's pretty much going to be my first post....some day i'll look back at this and think....well i'm not sure what i will think but hopefully i'll just think i was pretty awesome :)