#iwannasingdammit

Sooooo I'm a person who loves to sing, but would flip out if anybody heard me. I sing all the time when I'm the only one home and if I think I hear I noise I yell "mom?....mom?!!", like really painfully shy of it haha. It's a bit ridiculous, I know, but I can help it. Sometimes I think I'm the best damn singer, then the next I'm poop. It's complicated, well probably not in the scheme of things, but it is to me. I wanna do a talent show or something, but again, I would most likely freeze on stage and look like a complete idiot. Listening to bomb ass songs like 'Suffer' by Charlie Puth, 'Here' by Alessia Cara, ect, makes me want to show everybody what I'm made of and sing my damn heart out, but doubt gets the best of me. I don't know why the hell I'm writing this post like tumblr is a big diary or something, but hey, my friend is asleep and I needed to vent.