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I did what was right I did it for me and now I feel bad for making you feel bad. I was thinking only about myself at the point. But now seeing you sad makes me feel even worse. I can't imagine a world without you but I still let you go. I cry over you I know it's stupid and pathetic of me to cry. But I don't know any other way. I wish you knew that I did it cuz I loved U to much to be away from you but I still feel like shit. There wasn't any other way. Maybe it's time to find out who I really am inside. Who I really am as a person. Just thinking about how much pain I'm in makes me think about how much pain you are feeling.... I love you so much but being far from you hurts me so much right now I want to be friends but right now it's to hard.....
