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Kurt opened the door of the auditorium, biting his lip as he walked towards the stage.

Blaine's text was simple, meet me in 10 on the stage.

They'd met up loads of times after school, it was nothing new.

So why did Kurt feel like he was going to puke every time he took a step closer to the stage?

"Blaine?" Kurt called out quietly as he rounded over to the side to climb the steps. He heard movement behind him and turned to see Blaine walking towards him, his expression blank.

"Hi, Kurt."

"What's going, hun? You alright?"

"I'm fi--," Blaine cut himself off, stopping a few feet away from Kurt before shaking his head, "I um..."

Blaine was wringing his hands in front of him, his eyes darting around, tells that he was nervous.

"I think...Kurt, I think we should take a break or...something."

Kurt suddenly felt like the air in the room was sucked away, white noise ringing in his ears.

"What?"

"We should break...up."

"Blaine, wha--why are you saying this?" Kurt asked hurriedly, his heart beginning to pound in his chest.

"Because you have to go to New York, Kurt, okay? New York was your dream far before I came along and I refuse to be the reason you don't go."

"But Blaine, I don't...I don't understand. We've talked about this! It's only a year! one year and then we'll be together again over there! Unless...unless you don't want to go there anymore?" Kurt asked his voice dying out.

"That's not it either Kurt, it's just...god. Whenever something happens, I'm the first one you turn to. And I love that, I do, but...what's gonna happen when you can't? What're we gonna do when we can't see each other everyday?"

"Skype." Kurt answered quickly.

"What if you have a bad day and you feel like total shit? Do you think just calling me is enough? I'll hate that I won't be able to actually hold you and take care of you. What if one of us can't go and see the other on important days? Birthdays and holidays and vacations? What if--"

"Goddammit Blaine, just stop!" Kurt yelled, tears in his eyes, "You think I haven't fucking thought of all this?!"

Blaine stood stunned. Kurt hardly ever swore.

"I know it's going to fucking difficult, Blaine! I know there's going to be days where I absolutely hate everything. There's going to be days where I'll think that maybe it'll be easier for us to be apart, for me to just find someone in the city. But there's going to be days where I'll just want to pack a bag and come crawling back to Lima, back to home and back to you. I know all this already! But I'm willing to go through it, Blaine! I'm willing to go through it all because I know in the end we'll still be together! Don't you get it yet?! I'm in love with you. Not high school love, but the real deal. You're it for me, Blaine Anderson. Okay? I'll never want anyone else and I'll never want to love anyone else but you. A year is nothing compared to us being together for the rest of our lives. And that's what I want Blaine. More than being in New York and more than being a star, you're what I want."

Kurt's chest was practically heaving by the end of his rant, tears pouring down his face and his hands shaking. He downright refused to let Blaine go, especially not without a fight.

Blaine didn't realize he was crying or that Kurt was moving until he was suddenly in his space, Kurt's thumbs coming up to wipe away a few tears.

"So tell me, Blaine...are you willing to do the same? Are you willing to fight for us? Because I guarantee you that I'll fight for us. It will be okay and we will make it through."

"I'm scared." Blaine whispered, blinking as more tears began to fall.

"I'd be lying if I said I wasn't. But I know that in the long run it'll all be worth it. I love you, Blaine Anderson, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

"Are you proposing to me?" Blaine asked with a small smile, attempting to diffuse the tension and making Kurt huff out a laugh before shaking his head.

"I'm not pulling a Finchel, no. But...maybe one day."

"Well that depends."

"On?"

"On if I don't beat you to it."

Kurt smiled, sniffing slightly and wiping away the last of his tear tracks.

"I'm sorry, Kurt. I just...I was thinking of regionals and your graduation and how close it suddenly all seems and I just...I panicked."

"It's okay Blaine, I understand. But I don't want you to ever think that something as stupid as distance is going to stop me from wanting to be with you, okay?"

Blaine nodded before tilting his head up and kissing Kurt gently, his arms coming up to wrap around Kurt's waist, Kurt's arm circling his shoulders.