#itsuckswhen

You miss somebody, but you know if you apologized it wouldn't work. You know that no matter what you do or say it won't make things the same. That no matter how many times you say "I'm sorry"  It's just never going to be good enough. You once considered that person family, and now you're just strangers.You grew up with them and spent as much time as you could with them in every summer. But, now every time you see them you have to pretend like you don't know them even though a million memories come back to you in that second. You don't have them to say those insiders to anymore. You don't have them anymore, period.