I'm always that person who tried to make people happy. Especially when it comes to my friends and family. Honestly I'm done. I have been putting up this shtick to some friends and all family members of this perfect human being, who works hard, and wants to do nothing but whatever my family wants. Even if that means getting a job that I dont want, going back to school, majoring in something I dont want to major in. Only to please everyone but myself!
This year 2019 has really shown me who I am and what I'm worth. It's okay to ask for help. It's okay to struggle. It's okay to hit a bump in the road. It's okay to take a break. It's okay to have a day of rest. It's okay if school isn't for me. It's okay to love who you love. It's okay to not be okay! Its okay to please yourself and not give a flying FUCK who is happy with your decision and who is not. As long as YOU are happy that is ALL that MATTERS. 💙