"The full moon is in 4 days. I do hope you all are ready."

Everyone? Really?

Honestly, I don't really have many friends. I never really have. I'm not a very good friend. I'm not a people person. But the people that decide to look past all of that and all of my problems end up meaning a hell of a lot more to me than they know. I don't know how to be a good friend. I don't know how not to be selfish. But I'm slowly getting better. That's not the point of this, though. Last night was one of the hardest things I've had to endure. And the fact that I still have people standing beside me, willing to fight for me.. Well, it kind of breaks my heart but mends it at the same time. I don't really know how to say all the things I want so it always comes out in a ramble. But I want to say that CeCe is and will always be my sister. We've been through a lot and it's hard for me to deal with change. Really hard. But I'm doing it. I'm going to work through this because I want to be a worthy friend.

I have too, it was interesting, but sadly I don't have a Holland FC to do it with.

I just miss you ): i wanna tallkkkk, but yay