My mental health has taken a crazy fucking turn over the past few weeks, I cry everyday before leaving for work and now care more than I ever have in my entire life what people think and are saying about me.. To the point where I'm canceling plans and calling in sick. All this pressure and stress is starting to show, it's all over my face. My skin has gone worse than its ever been in my life and to top it all off I now have a cold sore. I have never had a freaking cold sore in my life.. I had recently reached a place where I felt so confident in myself and was leaving the house with no make-up and feeling good. Rn I just want to hide away forever. Why am I so fucking shallow though, why does my skin matter, why do I even care.. The way I feel isn't even close to being alright..
