Is it bad that I kinda wanna get you started 👀😂 for real, though I always enjoy hearing your opinions 😊
Ohh, alright, alright /lh
For any onlookers, the context: ⬇ (also link)
Just to make it extra clear like...I was thinking of Hunter Sylvester when I wrote the tag. Although I suspect nobody thought otherwise lol
Usual disclaimer that this is all just my opinion/interpretation. Y'all know the drill.
I will additionally state that it's actually more common for people to ascribe Hunter random positive traits/attributes that I just don't think he has. Or have him do 'nice' things that I just cannot see him doing.
But this was about flaws.
Sorry if this reads a little messy, my head is pretty messy lately.
Firstly, I’ve seen people act like he’s just a bitch for the sake of it. Like he’s just an asshole for no reason. And I just cannot agree that that is accurate to the source material.
We literally get lines of dialogue that go against that. And from Kevin who is a more reliable source on Hunter than Hunter is most of the time.
“Sometimes he’s not so nice to people when he’s uncomfortable.”
“You are afraid of everybody. And instead of showing it, like I do, you treat everybody like shit and you make them hate you.”
He’s uncomfortable, he’s scared. He wants to keep people away because he’s afraid of them. Does this excuse his bullshit? No. But it does explain it. And more importantly (because he is, after all, a fictional character) it makes him interesting. It makes him a more complex character.
Next one is a little less concrete but I still stand by it.
I think people overemphasize the importance of Emily being a girl on its own when it comes to him not wanting her in the band.
Please hear me out.
It absolutely plays a part (and he is a dick for it) but it's always connected to another, deeper reason imo.
- He doesn't want a girl in the band because it conflicts with the perfect mental image he has in his head of his band. The mental image of 3-4 leather-clad metal guys (cough gay cough). This is one of the areas where I see autistic perfectionism in him. He can't deal with the ideal image of what he wanted turning out different.
- He doesn't want a cello playing girl in the band for the same reason. It doesn't fit what he had in mind. Autism says no.
- He doesn't want a girl Kevin brought in the band because he's in love with Kevin. Which he doesn't realize. So all he knows is that Kevin is suddenly hanging out with a girl and wanting her to be involved in their thing and he does not fucking want that.
And like, yes, he blames it on "muuh don't wanna have a girl in the band >:c"
Because he has the self awareness of a wet rag. He doesn't have the words for the real reasons. He doesn't know he's in love with Kevin. He doesn't even know he's gay & he doesn't know he's autistic/AuDHD. He just knows he feels very strong negative emotions towards Emily.
Once again, none of this excuses his actions. But it makes them more interesting than a surface level asshole character would be. And I simply cannot agree that he is that surface level asshole character.
He's just not as flat of a character as people sometimes make him out to be in my opinion.
I guess those are a bit less "free my man he did none of that" and more "yes keep the cuffs on, he did those things, but you must understand the why, please have a seat"
But like I said, head is messy and this already took me a while to answer so this is what I'm going with ^-^
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cactus ⇢ something you’re currently learning (about)?
orchid ⇢ what’s a song you consider to be perfect?
chamomile ⇢ what kind of things do you like receiving as gifts?
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Cactus:
I guess I'm still mostly in the process of learning/getting better at guitar. Other than that I'm not really learning about anything in particular, I don't think.
Orchid:
Fuck me, that's a hard one.
I suppose one I view as being as close to perfect (for me) is The Burden by Suizid (single version, not Totenkunst version)
I feel like I always pick Suizid for stuff so I'll say another one that's a very different vibe: Ashes by Pallbearer
Definitely two of my favorite songs as well.
Chamomile:
Ooh, that sort of depends on the person it's coming from. I'm also like...not the most comfortable getting gifts??
So the most general answer would be small stuff & practical stuff like a box of nice tea or something.
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12. what is something you want right now?
For life to give me a break, mostly. Everything's been a bit too much lately. (Largely due to positive stuff like gender care finally starting but just in general too.)
Also the focus/motivation/inspiration to work on my Halloween fic. Or any of my WIPs really, I just wanna write T-T
25. role model
It feels like this should have a very obvious answer but Hunter's not really that much of a 'role model.' He's less aspirational and more just painfully relatable.
I honestly don't know if I really do role models...they'd kind of always have to be fictional because looking up to celebrities is turning out to be...pretty risky. Especially as a trans person.
I guess the 1st character that really comes to mind for ones I look up to is Buffy. So yeah, Buffy might be the closest thing I have to a 'role model'
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?
1 - Become comfortably proficient at playing guitar (at my current level I just get annoyed at not being good enough so practicing is not super fun lol which makes getting better go slower, fun stuff)
2 - Publish an original novel.
3 - Getting my fucking tits chopped off & being able to talk without hating my voice due to dysphoria.
Lumped the last 2 together because they're both trans related. I very much intend to fulfill all of these.
44. age you get mistaken for
I used to get routinely mistaken for an adult/older. Now I'm told I look like a teenager...but I also won't get ID'd half the time??
So the age I get mistaken for is: all of them /j
I don't even know anymore. And neither does everyone else I guess lmao
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This took way longer to type out than it should have because doing so while you're in a discord call with multiple people is kinda hard lol
autumn - what’s your favorite part of the spooky season?
cozy - besides halloween, what’s your favorite holiday?
☕️ - fall scented candles or big cozy sweaters?
🖤 - poisoned apples or cursed necklaces?
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Autumn: Probably the vibes and the ability to wear just a bit more layers.
Cosy: I...don't love holidays (besides Halloween!)
I guess by process of elimination I hate Easter the least cause it just barely exists to me lmao. I am not and didn't grow up religious so it's just the bunnies/eggs/chocolate holiday. And I fw those things so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
☕️: Big cozy sweaters all the way. I wear more oversized hoodies than sweaters but either way, let me curl up in something 3 sizes too big.
🖤: ooh, cursed necklaces seem more interesting. Besides, I wanna still be able to trust apples.
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And happy start of spooky season 🎃🕸👻