#itscalledrespect

I'm so sick of everybody's bullshit. If it isn't one person it another. All of the bullshit steaming from what should be a wonderful 21st birthday but has been turned into a desire to not even celebrate it. I get people are adults and can do what they want but for Christ sake when I respect you I want you to respect me back and if you can't do that we'll oh fucking well for you I don't want you around. Secondly, people getting angry or upset with the way I want to do things need to get the hell over it it isn't always going to be your way. Thirdly, I do a lot of things for a lot of people and go out of my way to be as helpful as I can and never ask for anything in return; but when I need it I get a cold shoulder. I think not so I'm not going to talk to you much if that occurs. Furthermore, when your mad a me about something please for the sake of everything tell me WHEN your mad! Not nearly two weeks later! It's only going to piss me of when you throw it in my face and I was never made aware that I did something wrong! I have a lot f my own shit to deal with right now and I don't need the added bullshit. So please keep it away from me. I'm going to sleep. Extremely irritated and highly unlikely to talk to anyone at this point. So have a good fucking night.