#its a loop

been in a horrible place lately since my baby nephew passed but as always twenty one pilots pulled through and the music always helps so incredibly proud of this record its so them i couldn’t love it more its the only thing thats breached through the fog i cant put it down its everything number one band in the mf world!

The desire....... to write fanfiction........... gripping my writing pencil until it snaps

dean thinking cas can’t feel love only could feel sexual desires and never expressing his feelings 🤝 cas thinking dean can feel attraction towards men but that excludes cas

trying to write + going on tumblr dot gov = OOF

See this is why I should have slept when I started getting sad again

if you opened my brain you would only find two scenes playing and they are cell block tango and roxanne, nothing else