šŖ: My little star was about to make a major impression on the people of Willow Creek. Laneās violin class was putting on a recital at the Willow Creek Concert Hall. Tickets were sold out, and formal wear was mandatory. This was their first of the season, and the most exciting part was that my Laney love was āFirst Chairā or the "concertmaster". Which ultimately meant she was the head violinist. Second only to Lane was the ever-mischievous Tiana Dainels.
Before the recital even began, Tianaās mother could be making a fuss about Tianaās 6-inch position behind Lane. Apparently, her ex-husband hadnāt informed her that Tiana wasnāt the best in the class anymore. He must also not have warned her about the stipulations for Tiana to remain in the music program, or she didnāt care. Ms. MuƱoz managed to settle her and got her into a seat without too much difficulty.
At 8 p.m., the lights dimmed, and Ms.Bolton came out onto the stage. She doesnāt teach music, but she was the best early childhood educator from Willow Creek to San Myshuno for hearing-impaired children and was often involved in various activities centered on them. She introduced the children by name in both spoken word and ASL. Then she gave the cue to Ms.MuƱoz, who signed to Lane to begin.
Lane lifted her violin to her chin with ease. Her shoulders slowly rose, then fell as she took a deep breath. When her bow met the strings of the violin, it was as if sheād cast a spell on the room. Beautiful music filled the hall as she played solo for one of the proudest moments of my life. Too soon, the other kids started to position their instruments. The magic waned some as the quality of the music shifted slightly, as some of the less experienced players hit off-key notes. There were a few times Lane's expression read as unsure, and I told myself to ask her about it afterwards.
After her 3rd solo, Lane's expression relaxed into something more serene as they played through the six-song set list. She finally seemed comfortable and in her element. She worked so hard for this, attending violin lessons 5 days a week after school, practicing with Neddy, and even composing her own song. Being deaf hadnāt discouraged her love for music. It motivated her to work harder.
When the show ended, the kids lined up and took a bow as the audience shouted their approval. When Lane finally exited the stage to find us, I pulled her into a bear hug to congratulate her before I asked her about her first stage performance.
Lane: It was kind of scary but fun to play in front of a crowd, but you know how I have to take out or turn down the sensitivity on my hearing aids when I play?
Then it hit me, we forgot to adjust her hearing aids before we sent her backstage. The music was probably way too loud and had disoriented her while she was playing. My assumption was close.
Lane: I turned them down before we came on stage, but I turned them down too low. I could hardly hear myself play, and once the other kids joined in, it was kind of hard to feel my vibrations vs. theirs. Did I mess up?
I looked her straight in the eyes, intent on telling her the absolute truth.
Jack: Laney Love, you played flawlessly. You didn't miss a single note, and you were an outstanding concertmaster. Iām so proud of how hard youāve worked, and you should be proud of yourself; everyone else is. Especially Mom.
And it was the truth. She hadnāt, and she was. She beamed with pride. Her confidence was boosted as I pulled her in for another hug before handing her over to the rest of her waiting fans. Neddy and I thanked Ms. MuƱoz and Ms. Bolton as our group continued congratulating Lane.