#itk.txt

A few days ago, due to probably-dissociation I completely memoryholed anything important about Haruka Kiritani's character and ended up nodding along with fucking TsukasaTenmaFan69420 trying to say that he "doesn't see the appeal" of her. I don't know how I so intensely forgot the whole "guilt of "stealing" someone's dream and your advice leading someone directly off of their path forever" thing, but, well, can the LGBT community forgive me? For blanking out and agreeing with a Tsukasa fan on anything, let alone a female character?

I need to get the "Good for you!" stamp of specifically Ena so that I can be extremely passive aggressive to other players when necessary.

The nature of Vocaloids being able to sing really high pitches makes it so that there are a couple of SEKAI versions of songs that have to get pitched down a semitone presumably so that the singers' voices don't crack (Niigo gets ESPECIALLY shafted by this). But then there's Lost One's Weeping where Ichika and Shiho's VAs kill it but then I can practically hear the fucking clipping on Len's voice in his cover of it.

Fun exercise: Saying "tch... when you're older, you'll understand" to someone that is several decades your senior

I've realized what exactly it is about... "sadkasa truthers" as someone else once put it. They all talk about Tsukasa as if his angst is that he's grieving over the loss of a loved one. They all have this "let's pretend Saki literally died" undertone to them what with the whole "it hurt him SO much to have to tend to his sick sister" and like, hello? She's alive. She's alive and sleeping with the girlband unit you refuse to look at whatsoever through your myriad layers of misogyny of lesbophobia. She has several ingame interactions with Tsukasa but everyone STILL talks about him as if he's traumatized from tending to the person he loves most only for them to die. Saki is alive, on good terms with him, in good health now, and everything. This doesn't even get into fanwork creators that LITERALLY make Saki die to make angst for Tsukasa.

Not going to let Tumblr fanboys tell me "this is the cool and epic and wholesome big chungus 100 site where no one cares about clout or standing" on the site where we are regularly encouraged to mass bully generally innocuous people into deactivating for entertainment. It's not that I care about the bullying thing unto itself much but I do care if people aren't going to look that in the face and follow through on the fact that the Tumblr culture they oh-so adore largely involves "being a gratuitous fucking cunt for the vine" and that 100% can foster a mindset of "oh god I need to not be unfunny or uninformed or unrelatable on certain posts or else They will run me into the floor".