#ithasntchangedmemuch

i honestly dont know what to do... ive done everything. and nothing ever changes. i mean dont you think i deserve a straight up answer? and not just one that has many meanings and leaves me hanging? seriously. but whatever right? maybe you'll realize how much i really mean to you, but i want you to figure it out before im gone. its like you think pushing me away solves anything, well it doesnt. yeah, i just want you and no one else. but i just... i dont know why it matters so much to me. theres plenty of available people out there, but that doesnt change how i feel. and it never will. all i want is an actual answer, not some stupid vague reply. you know?