#itendsnow

Days come and go, some move fast and some move slow. I wake up and drink some coffee, smoke a few cigarettes, scour Twitter and make judgements on whether the news that is being perpetuated is real or fake. I like keeping up with world events but in todays age I don’ t know who to believe.  I sit and think to myself that it doesn't have to be this way, why do we feel that we must always gear our focus towards creating negative news?  

In the beginning when humans were figuring out that we could communicate instantly across a vast landscape it drastically changed how we feel time go by, what once took days, weeks and even months to get in contact with someone now takes mere minutes. Imagine in 20-30 years from now, not very many people will even recognize the thought of snail mail.  We will be well on our way to instant gratification, nothing left to chance, no more day dreams.  Our lives will be rapidly firing as our receptors now evolve into robotic beings.  Humans know they will never keep up with D-Wave computing, we can’t access the power one would have to achieve to tap into the code of such great power. 

Our fascination with being superior has come to haunt us in our dreams. When you watch SCIFI movies there is always the essence of fear being driven into your core, the director wants you to feel and relate to what is being produced for you. We huddle around black box’s and emotions purge themselves without ever having experienced such horrors.  Some will gather their grit and enjoy the ride while others will become repulsed.  Both actions are exactly the intention of the writer. You couldn’t have victims if you don’t have a predator 

In the last 20 years more and more people are subjected to material that is subjective, the subject is conflicting, empowering, tranformic, the artist sets out to draw you in and make you feel their pain.  Life imitating Art.  The sickness spreads like a virus through the minds of anyone who casts their eyes upon these works of Art.  We have witnessed a dilapidation of human intelligence that has forever been blanketed with grotesque ideologies, whimsical magic, horrifying horrors.  

Children are intrigued in things they are told not to partake in, we have that mentality throughout the years of education, going into college.  With no parents to tell us no we are now free to roam the halls of evil on our own accord. Is there any reason for Liberal Arts to be part of an educational campus?  Shouldn’t art just be an after hours class that people of all ages can attend?  We have built in children a set of traits that for whatever reason has been deemed proper and good.  We lie about innocent things such as Santa Clause, The Ester Bunny, Leprechaun's, and yet we scold our kids when they tell a white lie.  

How did we get to be in such a place as we are today?  Even if you don’t follow anything that is propagandized you know inside that this world is about as sick as it could ever get. The virus has already spread and you and I are all affected-Infected-effected. They use material mediums, mixed media, our senses, they reach in you and pull out any dark demon hiding in your so called good nature. (Pornography is a perfect example) You are at the whim of the creator.  How will you escape once you become captivated in this framed, frame of mind? 

When talking with people who think that thoughts don’t hurt anyone I wonder how they have made it this far in life.  In this past year I have witness some of the most brazen behavior of current day.  They are setting the stage for those of us who believe that sexuality isn’t what defines humans as people.  The backlash of what early churches have done are directly responsible for the call to de-gender your child or face jail time. No more can you celebrate the birth of your daughter because the people down the way will call you a Nazi and that you want to persecute them for being gay.  I am a firm believer of free will, and with that belief comes the notion that I am not in charge of anyone but myself. 

For many years it was science this science that, science disproves God and anyone who didn’t automatically become an atheist was now targeted by a group of people who have been suppressed by the church.  Today they now cast aside science for emotion and it all about how you feel, not taking into consideration that the majority of emotions of today are manufactured emotions, an agenda of creating an over crowded cesspool of raw unchecked emotions.  At what point in life do we as a society realize that we are to be responsible for ourselves and ourselves lone?

The church of today is exactly what the bible described, a bunch of self righteous holier than thou heretics. They cherry pick the bible to fit their own personal agenda.  They attack those who do not believe and turn a blind eye to those who do.  Christ is love but the idea of love has been perverted by a system that knows exactly how to manipulate all sides of the spectrum.  It seems as there are very few who truly believe in the supernatural and know how to defeat it so not to become puppets for the antichrist.

They are beginning the decent into abominations, the church will implode in on itself as those of us who truly believe will gladly lay our necks down in the name of the one true King, Christ.  I ask myself this question every day, “ What am I supposed to do to help save those who are savable” “Why does it feel that I am supposed to save my energy and that the time has come and gone”  Are we at the point of no return?  Paris is burning, American values are labeled as white supremacy, African American people are having to take vacations far away from white people.  The main stream media is doing its part to divide the country, as they know that they must create a divide least we all rise up and test the foundation that they bank on. 

My whole life was designed, I was targeted as a child by the powers and principalities in order to try and get me to off myself, to become a monster, to be an evil being just like they are. That is why I believe that I have not died yet.  My mission has yet to come to pass. I see my life and the years of personal struggle and just as I reach a point where I feel that it will level out, boom they drop a hard hitting meteor on my head.  They don’t want me to succeed they know my worth and the power I would bring to the table. One day we will see.