#it doesnt stop

One of the hardest truths to accept is that love doesn’t just disappear when someone is no longer physically present, whether through distance, time, or loss. That love often finds its way into quiet moments, resurfacing unexpectedly in memories or emotions. It doesn’t mean you’re holding on too tightly—it means that the bond you shared was real, meaningful, and impactful. Love, even when it evolves, has a way of leaving its mark.

Healing from a past love or the loss of someone dear isn’t about trying to erase what was. Instead, it’s about learning to carry that love in a new way. It’s about honoring the impact they had on your life while finding peace in the present. To deny that love or try to bury it completely is to deny a part of yourself. The love you shared isn’t wasted—it’s a reminder of your capacity to care deeply and connect meaningfully, and it has shaped your heart in profound ways.

Over time, the intensity of that love may fade, not because it wasn’t real, but because you’ve learned to carry it differently. It becomes less of a weight and more of a quiet strength, a reflection of your journey and growth. You’ll begin to see it not as something holding you back, but as something that enriches your understanding of love, life, and yourself. Healing doesn’t mean forgetting—it means finding a way to move forward while holding onto the lessons and memories with grace.

If you’re struggling to let go of a past love or to accept the loss of someone dear, know this: it’s okay to feel t

Wwhenyoure made to be a. Tool. That it ever feels useful enough worthy enough productive enough, present enough, small ,out of the way enough , sharp enough, sof t enough

Sorry enough

basically, Levi hates taking photos. Sometimes the survey corps members have to pose for official portraits (perhaps one for all the leaders and one for all the recruits/cadets); Levi absolutely detests these moments and refuses to even look at the finished result. It’s because he can’t stand to see the way his eyes look; all he sees is a tired, broken old man. Someone so angry and battered and scared; forced into the cage that is the title of “Humanity’s Strongest”. He also sees the photos his recruits are in, sees the innocence and dedication in their eyes; he wonders how many more of them he’ll fail to protect, and he hates himself even more.

I’m sorry idk why I’m so mean to Levi I swear he is my fav

Bestie I had to take the whole day to process this and i might need an extra business day to recover. 

Are you sure he's your fave??? ARE YOU SURE???

Though your VERY PAINFUL headcanon reminded me of part of this post-manga ending fic in my wips. It's very angsty but  I'm just returning the favor :)))

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What came out this month? (green tick = seen or currently watching)

🌟 See You After Quarantine - September 17th (Taiwan) 

🌟 Chapter of Green - September 17th (Thailand - TikTok) 🌟 Golden Blood The Movie - September 23rd (Thailand) ✅

🌟 The Tasty Florida - September 24th (South Korea)

🌟 Innocent - September 24th (Taiwan) 🌟 7 Days 7 Boys - September 25th (Laos)

Monthly likes/dislikes

❣️ no specific show or anything but I’m just really excited for all the new projects that are being announced lately 🥺 the shows are slowly coming back and I can’t wait to see what’s still in store for the rest of the year!! Noticeably, a lot of upcoming shows are working with new and innovative plots and are specifically looking to set new standards for the BL industry. Which is absolutely amazing and I can’t wait to see what they have coming up! Besides Bad Buddy and Not Me I’m especially excited for Coffee Melody, GenY2, My Sweet Dear and Cutie Pie. 🥰 👎🏻 7 Project - I watched a few of the episodes and wow this is really a letdown. The stories are underwhelming and especially the GL story was a crime against humanity like what the actual fuck was that. The BounPrem ep was fine but after all the endless and overdone promotion I really expected more. Very disappointing.

New show announcements

🎥  Coffee Melody (starring Pavel Phoom and Benz Panupun) - Date TBA (Thailand)  

🎥 Pass To Your Voice (starring Nammon Krittanai and Billy Possathorn) - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 My DNA says I Love You - Date TBA (Taiwan) 🎥 49 Days With A Merman (adaption of the Japanese manga “Merman In My Tub”, starring Cai Fan Xi and He Hao Chen) - Date TBA (Taiwan) 🎥 GenY season 2 - coming December 21st (Thailand) 🎥  City Of Stars (produced by Star Hunter Entertainment) - Date TBA (Thailand) 🎥 Follow The Wind (directed by So Joon Moon (You Make Me Dance, My Sweet Dear) - Date TBA (South Korea)

🎥 Love With Benefits - coming October 2021 (Thailand) 

🎥 Oh! My Sunshine Night (starring OhmFluke) - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 I Will Hit You (directed by P’Champion (2Gether)) - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 La Cuisine - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Summer Daze The Series (based on the short film) - Date TBA (Taiwan) 🎥 Make A Wish (from the author of MOD) - Date TBA (Thailand) 🎥 WETV Lineup 2022: 609 Bedtime Story, Y You Y Me, I Feel You Linger In The Air - Dates TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Chains Of Heart - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Restart - Date TBA (Thailand) 🎥 He, Who is Beautiful (Manga adaption) - Date TBA (Japan) 🎥 Till The World Ends (from the director of CIWYW) - Date TBA (Thailand)

Other news from the bl world

❗️Pavel Phoom (2Moons2) and Benz Panupun (CIWYW) will be the leads of the upcoming thai bl “Coffee Melody”. It will be produced by M Flow Entertainment (Second Chance). Workshops have already finished and they are currently shooting.

❗️Filming for upcoming BLs “My DNA says I love you”, “The Tuxedo”, “Baker Boys” and “Enchanté” started this month.

❗️Actors Santa (7 Project) and Oreo (What the Duck) will join BounPrem in the upcoming drama “Between Us”. 

❗️The upcoming bl “My Sweet Dear” released its first poster and teaser. ❗️The novel for the upcoming second season of GenY is now available for reading (x) ❗The Thai compilation-BL “Close Friend” is getting a second season. ❗️Star Hunter Entertainment officially announced their lineup for 2021/2022: My Lucky Cat (starring DunBas) My Mate Match (starring Jet, Jame & Big (GenY)), That’s My Candy (starring KimCop), What Zabb Man (starring Peter, Boss, Bank (GenY) and others), City Of Stars - cast TBA.

❗️Best Vittawin & Gameplay Garnpaphon will be the leads of the upcoming thai bl “Love With Benefits”, which is set to air this October. 

❗️2Moons2 actor Joong Chen Aydin is now a GMMTV artist. 

❗️Nut Nutchapon (Grey Rainbow), Earth Kamsamonnat and Plustor Pronphipat will be having a new project together. The name, date, etc. are still TBA.

❗️ Promotions for My Engineer Season 2 have started. It is likely to air this year. ❗️ WETV announced their official lineup for 2022. 4 shows have been confirmed to be bls: Love Mechanics (starring YinWar), 609 Bedtime Story (starring OhmFluke), Y You Y Me (Musical BL), I Feel You Linger In The Air (Historical BL, rumored leads are KaoUp).

❗ PorscheArm will be part of the cast of the upcoming THCT spinoff “Ai Long Nai”. ❗ The Korean BL “To My Star” is officially getting a second season. Filming starts in October.

Upcoming shows & movies for October

☝🏻 Limited Edition - October 2nd (Philippines) 

☝🏻 My Mate Match - October 9th (Thailand) 

☝🏻 Vanishing My First Love - October 9th (Japan)

☝🏻 My Sweet Dear - October 21st (South Korea)

☝🏻 Tell the World I Love You - October 21st (Thailand)  ☝🏻 2Gether The Movie - October 29th (Thailand)

☝🏻 You’re Always In My Heart - October 31st (Thailand) 

☝🏻 You’re My Sky - Date TBA (Thailand)