#istudyiwin

Rules: Answer 21 questions and then tag 21 blogs you’d like to know better. Thank you @wishfulstudiess for tagging me!

P.S. - I didn’t forget to do this!! I just got super busy/too tired every day to sit and do it, ily tho!

Nickname?: Hay/Hails

Favourite colour?: Yellow!

Starsign?: Gemini Sun, Capricorn Moon + Rising

Height?: 5′7

Last film I saw: I...do not know. I genuinely can’t remember the last time I watched a movie. It might’ve been Fences a couple months ago with my mom.

Favourite musician?: It changes pretty often but 1D, NJOMZA, Hunter Hayes, Maren Morris, Taylor Swift, Chance the Rapper, Childish Gambino, Lizzo, Hozier, and a bunch of others. I might link my Spotify one day.

Song stuck in my head: My boyfriend was singing My Kinda Party by Jason Aldean so I’ve had that stuck in my head for days

Other blogs?: Yes! I have a personal blog, @immpeccable  , that everyone is free to go follow! I check in on there every now and again

Do I get asks?: Not really, I would love some though!

Blogs following?: 284 :-)

What am I wearing?: A grey long sleeve, pajama shorts, and socks

Dream job?: A book editor with a publishing house, maybe even a copy editor or a literary agent. But definitely something in the realm of books and publishing/editing.

Dream trip?: England

Play any instruments?: I used to play the violin fairly well. I tried to teach myself guitar.

Languages? I can understand, read, and write Italian somewhat well. I took it for 4 years + lived there for 3 so it makes sense to me but I really need to refresh myself. I’m learning Gaelic right now.

Favourite food?: Any pasta. All pasta. I also love a homemade black bean burger. But ultimately, pasta.

Favourite songs?: The Cure by Little Mix

Random fact: I’m a Hufflepuff, through and through!

He was too bad for my mental health. Mainly because he never replied to my text messages fast and left me on “read” for several minutes or hours, because he was always “busy”. And now I’ve been talking to my friends and they reply fast and they’re interested in the conversation, and that makes me feel like I was missing out on so much. (Sounds so millenial I know). But it matters!!

I’m also letting new people into my life and it feels so good.

When we were together he was in his phone the whole time and then he asked me questions about medicine (which we both study) and If I didn’t know the answer I just knew he was disappointed, and stopped paying attention to me. When we fought he was very mean to me, and used bad words, and disrespected me. I just can’t find ONE good reason to have stayed in that relationship. I just wish I had realized this sooner.

I am sharing some of the images that have been helping me.

I’ll keep posting about this topic because I’m pretty sure its because of my bpd and I might have a relapse.

I am always talking about mental health and stuff. But right now I’m going through a breakup (or what I think is one), my “boyfriend” just stopped replying after a fight, two days ago, so I suppose that’s an end to our relationship. We fought a lot, these last couple of months.

I was always the one who asked for more. More love, more affection, more sex. He just seemed so out of it, like he never really cared and ALWAYS blamed my depression for asking for too much, and maybe he was right. I was always the one who apologized, the one who begged for another chance. I lost my dignity completely, so right now I am “fine”, I know I gave it my all.

Heyyy what is the name of the app? Or was it made with photoshop?

1. slippers

2. tea w/ lots of honey and coconut oil

3. doing my makeup

4. taking good notes