#issc.

Dear Sanghyun/Sanghung with the Thundong/Issac/Jesus/God,

{ `assumes the praying position tbh} Father art thou in Heaven -- with his boyfriend that I've never met and why this is I don't know actually. { `clears her throat} Okay done -- but not really this is the beginning you know how I am when it comes to you. Sanghyun, you're sometimes barely there, you speak so little and impact me so greatly that I've seen the light in your eyes and felt the warmth in just your hug. You are one of my best friends. My Ultimate Bias turned Ultimate Senpai turned I don't know but you're fuckin' awesome.

Anyone that doesn't get to meet you or know you is missin' out on literally the coolest, swaggest, most boss ass motherfuckin' dork on this planet. God put you in my path -- er -- you put yourself in my path? You know, if not for Tae/Charlie I never would've connected again with you. I said that before right? We have been side by side a bit now. I'm surprised every day I wake up and you still love me to death.

I didn't know you'd accept me like you have. Like I look up to you so much. I respect you more than I've ever respected any one person -- except maybe Namjoon -- and well -- there's this whole chemistry between us that is playful and sweet. I'm this little kitten and I'm like *noms dah fingers* and you're like doll stop that but aw so cute. Every time I do somethin', anythin' you see me as cute and I'm just like -- whYYYYY but I really love it.

Gettin' your attention is like gettin' the best kind of attention... mostly because yours is as short as some guys I know's dicks. So there's that. You have this way of bein' all consumin' but laid back and chill and cool and amazin' and awesome. I could gush about you like an idiot because I love you and what you've become for me. How you listen to me and even if you don't have advice you have your hugs and you have a shield to put over me and keep me from shatterin' into a million little pieces.

You and Tae/Charlie have been life saving pieces of every bit of my life. You're the reason for my belief in anyone becomin' friends with just about anyone if they really want it. And if they fit. We do. I'll always be your Miria I know that.

Love,