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post the rules.

answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and then make ten new ones.

tag some people, and then tag them to your post.

let them know you have tagged them.

tell the person who tagged you that you have answered their questions.

questions i have to answer :

1. what is the strangest thing that you’ve ever done? 

Strange, strange. What does that word even mean? Is it something that others would not do? Is it something that differs from the unwritten rules of how to live a life worth living written by society, where no one's happy and nothing's worth it? If yes, then I do a lot of strange things. I go to walks with no obvious destination on my own, I sing when I feel like singing, I talk to strangers just because they seem somehow intriguing to me, I often stop at some place and just stand there silently observing things and people around me, I have my own pointless little habits and routines, yet I'm spontaneous in things that might seem important. But those things seem normal to me, everything I do I do because I feel like doing it, and therefore everything is natural to me. I believe that when something is strange to you, it is usually not because of the action itself, but rather because of the emotion you perceive while doing it. I could chose a lot of strange emotions, but sadly, I can't pick the strangest one.

2. did you actually regard that thing as “strange” or did you actually find it completely normal, but other people judged it as “strange”?

Oh, so I basically answered this already. So let me just add that I find it so very very sad that some beautiful people are feeling somehow forced to stop doing things that seem natural to them, because of ''other people judged it as strange''. I myself often feel that way as well, but there's still some strength left inside me to fight this and I think that it's very important and I wished more people believed that as well. 

3.why do you think we’re alive?

I think we are alive, because we were all given the opportunity to create and form ourselves the way we want us to be. However, I don't believe that there is a given destiny for us and that no matter what we do, or I rather say what we don't do, we will end up there. No. We need to work on ourselves and attempt things in order to achieve what we want.  

The exact life purpose is different for every single one of us for we are all different individuals. Unfortunately, some people are keen on looking for answers and tips on how to live their lives that they even forget the actual question. And that is a very sad waste in my eyes.

4. if there’s an afterlife for humans, do you also think there’s an afterlife for animals and plants?

In my opinion, life doesn't necessarily mean existence, and therefore I don't believe that existence itself ends with death. Not for humans, and not for animals as well. However, the perception and emotional spectrum of humans and animals differ a lot, and therefore I do not believe that we adapt the same form when we die, or better said that we share the same afterlife state. I don't deny that there might be some sort of a connection between these 'afterlives', but in general, I think they both exist in different environments. 

However, things are different when talking about plants in my opinion. I don't believe that there is an afterlife for them, simply because I think that they lack the actual ability of dying. I see nature (including plants) as a huge organism rather than as million individuals. Everything, from the smallest mosses to the highest trees, is connected through the roots and through underground mushrooms. Each plant has its role just as each plant is affecting the other one. They all form one huge living organism and when one of them dies it rots and it's decomposed by others then. Eventually, it will grow at a different place, in a different form, but it will. And that is why I think there's no afterlife for plants.

5. what is the most intense emotion you’ve ever felt?

I don't know how do people call that emotion. It is closest to sadness, but the gap between the intensities of those two is so huge it almost makes you laugh. It is the emotion when you feel so deep down you can't even tell whether you're still in your body or not. There's no crying, no praying, no hope. There's nothing. Only you, sitting at the exact same place for hours, days, weeks and staring at things that can't be seen. You don't eat, you don't drink, you don't speak. You feel, but you don't. It's emptiness and nothingness so strong it physically hurts and leaves your eyes dumb. And that is the most intensive thing I've ever been through.

6. what do you think the definition of art is? (as in: when is something art and when is it not?)

Art is everything, but not everything is art. Art is when the subject conveys something, reflects the colours of human's personality or one particular emotion or thought. Art is when the artist feels relieved after finishing his piece, because he knows that he has left at least a tiny bit of his burdens in it. Art is not when a person is creating something in order to 'do art' instead of conveying something through art. 

7. if your soul had a color, what would it be?

I think it would be crystal clear so that it could reflect the colours of subjects surrounding and affecting it. 

8. do you believe in “supernatural” things? (ranging from mythical creatings and other realms to reading auras)

I do indeed believe in some sort of a parallel world. I don't mean ghosts, at least not in the meaning commonly used, but more like different types of energies surrounding us. I've myself seen a lot of things that I could call abnormal, and I know that encounters with such entities happen all over our world. Whether they truly belong to this world, got lost, or are somehow trapped here, I'm not clever enough to tell.

9. your physical age is the amount of years you’ve been on this earth, your mental age is how old you feel you are. what do you think your mental age is?

I've been thinking about this question the whole day, and I honestly don't know. But I believe that the number of my mental age is higher than the physical one. Or at least, I'd like to believe it.

10. do you believe there’s (still) hope for the human race?

Yes and no. I do believe that there is always hope itself. Things could be repaired, people could change, world could be better. But I don't think people will realise this soon enough. And there's no hope in too late. 

questions for you : 

Was there a crucial moment in your life that has changed you? Tell us about it.

If you could control one of the four elements, which one would you choose? Why?

Who is/was the most interesting person in your life?

If you were granted one wish, what would you wish for?

What are your religious views? Explain why you believe in them.

If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be? 

What are you most proud of when talking about yourself?

If happiness was the national currency, what kind of job would make you rich?

If not now, then when?  

What would you do differently, if you knew that no one would judge you?

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