(Blot @ June) "If you just listened to me this wouldn't have happened. You only have yourself to blame."
- ✩ { @isolatedocean } ✩
{ ☆ } ❝ I— I know... ❞ Chimes a weak reply, June recoiling at the sound of her own voice. Raw and wavering, so unlike what she’s been raised to be. If raised could even be considered the right word. More like trained. Expected. Supposed to be. Created for one thing, one singular mission that she wasn’t suited for. And then the backup plan... A failure yet again. Took down so easily by her sister Webby. Tied and tossed aside, not even NOTICED by her other sister or any of the highly-trained F.O.W.L agents around her.
Even Pepper hadn’t seemed to notice that she wasn’t—
❝ I KNOW. Alright?! You were right... We- I shouldn’t have even been made. I’m nothing but a- a waste of stupid magic! A failed spare that no one- no one even notices isn’t there... ❞ They had all just left. Without her... Fervently rubbing at her pigtails, feathers ruffle and a few threaten to rip right out thanks to her anxious grip, knuckles pale and brows furrowing as he continues with a cracking voice, ❝ They’re all- gone... My dad and- ... and my MOM are gone... and they’re never co-coming back! ❞
And it’s her fault. If she had just— been better... done better... Maybe— ... Maybe Bradford wouldn’t have WANTED to get rid of her and May anymore. Maybe things wouldn’t have escalated so far. Maybe Heron wouldn’t have been made an example of. Maybe...
Too many maybes.
Swallowing thickly, tears bead in her eyes and drip down her cheeks, June roughly shaking her head as if disagreeing might make things different. But it won’t. It doesn’t. So she simply cries out through choked sobs, ❝ So just- just get rid of me already! I know you want to! You NEVER liked me! No one EVER ACTUALLY DID! ❞ Otherwise she wouldn’t be standing here right now, alone and terrified. Not knowing what to do next, or if she even should do anything. It’s not like it matters anymore... Maybe it never did. { ☆ }










