#isitevenreal

Sometimes it’s hard to let go of the past. For me the time of the past breathes anxieties and feelings for remorse due to the helplessness I felt growing up and being apart of the family I came from. I think of all the things I miss and who I miss the most. I feel that if I could rewrite the stars, I would bring the people back that got removed so intensely and quickly. It truly felt as if this was a series of obstacles to make me stronger. As much as I feel like a failure sometimes, I believe I made the best decisions in the moment for what I knew. That’s the strength I take from these moment that have now gone by. 

It’s so oddly satisfying to see everybody around me. Happy, sad, angry ect. There’s so many different vibes. Like what if we were all just super happy and nice to everybody. What if we didn’t have a mean bone in our body. What if everybody was friends.. What if everybody got along..