#iseemtobeaverb

i’ve seen all y’alls comments on my performance! i’ve read it all! i’ve got that anon message sitting in my inbox!

but see-- i don’t take compliments well. by which i mean when people were complimenting me irl at the actual reading, my smile was almost a grimace??? and eye contact is so hard??? and that one woman who was just being so effusive and i literally said to her “aha thank you so much. ah. thank you. .....i’m just gonna. go crawl in a hole now. and like. absorb that.”

in other words

I DON’T KNOW HOW TO PROPERLY RESPOND TO COMPLIMENTS

so uh. thank you. replying to ALL of you at once is way easier than individually. but thank you!!! and i’m like really happy you all liked the poems and the performance.

i’ve watched the videos and read the poems aloud to myself and practiced them so much that they’ve completely lost their impact, so it’s like. actually really good to hear that y’all really liked them and were affected by them.

same thing goes for the people who were there (none of whom follow me on here, i’m just throwing it out there lol) and danforth who was moved by it so like. Yes Good. lol

True

Also True

1. ALL DOGS EVERY SINGLE DOG IN THE WORLD ALLLLLL PUPPPPIIEEEESSSSS

2. steven universe! without the context of people posting things online usually except for the stuff like the arm wrestling comic that made me happy

3. this jim gaffigan comedy special i’m watching rn

4. my amazing comfortable bed and sleeping in it

5. cuddling and listening to happy stimmy music are tied!

you’re smiling when you sing “my own friends hate my guts, so what.” it’s adorable.

i love how you're smiling the whole time it's so beautifully bitter

HELL YEAH why the fuck not honestly like some of her songs just sound very gay INCLUDING white houses like ‘jenny freaks out and it’s no pose cos when she dances she goes and goes and beer through the nose on an inside joke and i’m so excited i haven’t spoken and SHE’S SO PRETTY AND SHE’S SO SURE’

GOD BLESS YOUR BEAUTIFUL SOUL I LOVE YOU (also lol jesse mccartney reference)

ONE DIRECTION

favourite song: once in a lifetime

least favourite song: the rest of them lollll (nah probably what makes you beautiful)

have i ever seen them live: NOPE though i might if my devotion to being gay with sierra and enjoying pop music and big boy band concerts holds out lollll

favourite band member: zayn but he’s an ex member, after him is harry because he’s a lovable loser with nice hair and he makes funny friends references

least favourite band member: the rest of them HA louis’ only redeemable quality is looking like various vermin and having incredibly nice legs and shoes

how many of their albums i have: NONE i only have four songs of theirs on spotifyyyyy

favourite album: FOUR bc that’s the only album i have songs from besides their new single

favorite lyrics: um i can’t think of any off the top of my head. probably from once in a lifetime: when i close my eyes, all the stars align, and you are by my side, by my side

favorite music video: HAHAHA OH SHIT um okay sierra made me watch like seven of them in a row. i’mma pick the one where harry covers up his first set of nipples, glances down, then covers the second set of nipples. i can’t even remember which song that is. lol

ever met any members: nope! if only, if only. actually i’d just wanna meet zayn. WITH sierra. then have sierra cry. while i mostly keep my cool. lolllllll

JONAS BROTHERS

favourite song: PUSHIN ME AWAYYYYY

least favourite song: it’s a tie between before the storm, that’s just the way we roll, aaaand fly with me. pbbbhhhtttt

have i ever seen them live: YES several times! iiiin somerfield, in tucson, in phoenix, in las vegas, and in nashville.

favourite band member: JOOOOEEEEEEE obviously god bless that ridiculous boy with his fucking eyebrows

least favourite band member: ....nick. i’mma get hate for this. i never liked his voice. it’s marginally better now but i still don’t like it.

how many of their albums i have: all of them except for the first one, it’s about time. but i DO have it on spotify bc spotify saved my soul.

favourite album: probably a little bit longer.

favorite lyrics: oh shit this is hard. i’m going with poison ivy bc it’s fucking hilarious: everyone’s allergic to poisony ivy everyone’s allergic to poison ivy everybody gets the itch, everybody hates that--[WILD GUITAR SOUND]. (lollll can’t have JB swearing esp against girls whoooopsie)

favorite music video: UUUMMMM when you look me in the eyes purely bc i’m in it for a split second HA. no um it’s probably. idk paranoid was a fun video. ooooh i know BURNIN UP THAT WAS THE WILDEST RIDE EVER.