#iscreamstarbucks

Um... no, not really. My life is a mess, I'm tired of everything, my dad is the shittiest person, my mom is just... my brother is fucking stupid, everything is fucking stupid, I'm tired of all the shit, and I just want it all to stop or to just get away. But luckily for me, that's not going to ever fucking happen for a fucking long while, now.

Oh, yeah, and I'm falling for a guy too hard too fast, I'm afraid of getting hurt, I don't want to go through all of that shit again, I just want to be happy for once, you know? I've been through enough shit in my life, I don't need this.

Like fuck.

The shittiest, most horrible people I know get all the fucking happiness they fucking ask for, like they literally ask to have nothing but the best and they get the best fucking shit ever and they don't fucking deserve it. Like, you think some people who have never really had something good in their life would deserve it but the universe obviously fucking doesn't.

I don't want to be falling for this guy, it's just happening and it seriously fucking sucks and I'm so mad at myself, someone help me, god fucking dammit.

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KSJFDMBCIUSAYHCBISUWVHAD I SAID TO STAY AWAY. NO NO NO. I WASN'T DONE YET. Okay, I'm done now.

Oooh! We're not that far away! Teehee!!

Cool, my dad is muslim, aha. xD

Ah, do you still live in America?

Oh! LOL! I don't know where it was, but Changjo from Teen Top once said 'Hair and sexy dance.' My friend and I were laughing about it for a while, so I decided to make it my blog title. :P

Iqra, that's so pretty and unique, I've never heard of that before. xD

Oh, I have this orientation thing on the 28th, I go to get my schedules and stuff. :\ I HATE PEOPLE, TOO.

Friend-zoned...? Omg. It's okay, I can cheat, we made an agreement, I'm allowed to see other girls and Changjo and Hoya, and he's allowed to see other guys. ^^ I LOVE YOU, TOO! What's your name?

My first day of school is September 4th. Which means I only have 2 weeks and 5 days of summer left. NYUUUUUUUUUUU. I'm excited for high school and all, but I'm going to miss just sitting around and going to Starbucks whenever the fuck I want and just walking around without work to do and I AM GOING TO BE SO TIED DOWN WITH HOMEWORK I WILL BARELY HAVE TIME FOR STARBUCKS. NO. NOOOOO. Omg. This is horrifying. ;~~~~;

LOOOL. Yes, been single since birth. :P You? xD

Aha, January 6th! :P JB is my birthday buddy! Kekekeke ^^