#is it?

You said I did the same thing the last 4 nights and chose not to be in bed with you. That I have free will.

You chose to go to sleep while watching something I'm clearly interested in. And decided playing a switch game in bed was a better use of your time than watching something with me. Or at the least being in the same room as me.

If I would have gone to bed with you, it would've been moments of trolling, sex then going to bed with the sun still up.

I didn't even watch anime last night or the night before.

I'm not just watching anime. I'm spending time with the dogs. Something you rarely do now. Something they absolutely crave.

Im tired. Like of life. I really feel like I shouldn't be alive by now.

"you have free will, but you didn't want to be with me and me only". That's toxic. If we have kids are you still going to have the same mentality? Or will it shift to "get up, I'm tired and you make the milk not me".

I don't think I want to have kids anymore if you're going to make it seem like it's my fault that I make my choices. If you want to leave, just say bye. Don't make it seem like it's my fucking fault that you want to do something else.