#irl vent

I’m fucking petrified. Gas prices are skyrocketing and my pay is nowhere near keeping up. I won’t be paid next summer due to my contract changing. My wage now won’t be enough to save for that. I’m in a profession that is nowhere near depression resistant. I have to get my oil changed and pay rent and pay for insurance all in the same week. My paycheck now is barely covering everything. If I don’t pass my national certification I’m so royally fucked.

TW VENT!! ABOUT LIKE.. BEING A BIG KID AND STUFF

I’m trying so hard not to fucking cry at work —

We lost boundary waters , the U.S. senate passed a bill 49-50 that ended the 20 year mining ban that Biden passed in that part of the National Forest in Minnesota , they are tearing the protected forest up for mining and capitalism .

A huge nature preserve there were was no roads no motor vehicles allowed it was untouched .. primitive and now it’s being torn down for mining .

As someone who Whole degree is biology this really fucking hurts … I sat in the back and just cried for about five minutes over this I know it’s dumb to cry over land but this was one of the last pieces of primitive wilderness .. we hadn’t touched it save for off the grid camping and canoeing …

I get it that Dad wants me to be safe but I wish he did not ask me if I am back on DeviantArt again. It makes me uncomfortable. I refuse to touch that site again with a 12-foot-pole because of all the drama that is on there ruining my mental health and negatively impacting how I interact with people IRL.