#irl ghostly

Ever scroll through your saved stuff or stuff you've done semi recently and not remember a thing?

what if i cant feel love what if i can only care about other people

me to my moots: your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and

"if the cage stresses you that badly why dont you just leave it" but who would i be without it

"if your bored, you can simply rotate a cow in your mind-" NO! NO I CANT!!! I CANT SEE ANYTHING IN THERE!! ITS NOTHING!! THE BLANKNESS OF THE VOID BECKONS ME IN MY MIND!! I SEE NOTHING!! DARKNESS SITS THERE, AND NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, THE ONLY COW I CAN MAKE IT FROM A STUPID SCIENCE SLIDESHOW AND ITS SIDEWAYS BECAUSE ITS JUST A MNMORY!!!!

im oddly tired

i prefer to be kind, and to try to see the best in the world even when im depressed. theres hope in this world, even if you dont see it yet, and there is as much of a chance of a good thing happening as a bad. what comes up must come down, yes, but also what comes down must come up