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Era: Born in the 1920s November 2nd (was due date, she was actually c-sectioned in December) into a prestigiously wealthy yet abusive family.
Family Dynamics: Iris was the child of an extramarital affair (conceived in a church) and, due to her dark skin in a family of lighter complexion, became a symbol of disgrace. She was hidden away, raised by a distant nanny, and never allowed to meet her siblings or parents. Her only memory of them is a vague recollection of a family portrait.
Upbringing: Subjected to emotional and physical abuse, Iris grew up neglected, unwanted, and emotionally starved.
Key Timeline
1920s: Born into an abusive and affluent family.
1940: Betrayed and turned into a vampire in her twenties.
1940-1944: unconscious almost death like sleep
1944ā2020: Wanders alone, enduring wars, social upheavals, and centuries of isolation.
2020: Purchased as a "pet" by Asirel, beginning a new chapter in her life.
Orphan of War
During World War II, Iris became an orphan after her family abandoned her. Thrust into an overcrowded orphanage, she experienced even more rejection and neglect. This phase further deepened her sense of unworthiness and isolation.
The Loverās Betrayal and Transformation
Deceived by Love: In her young twenties, Iris fell for a seemingly kind lover who betrayed her. This lover was a vampire who sought her wealth and inheritance. He drugged and murdered her, leaving her for dead.
Becoming a Vampire: After her murder, Iris awoke as a vampire. The transformation was excruciating, and she retained no memory of her loverās faceāonly the unbearable pain of betrayal. Her newfound existence was one of confusion, agony, and a deep sense of loss.
Life as a Vampire
Loneliness and Isolation: Without guidance, Irisānow Onyxāwandered through the centuries alone. Her trust in humanity and vampires alike was shattered. She became wary, withdrawn, and distrustful, hiding her vulnerability behind a sharp exterior.
A History of Pain: Onyx lived through two world wars, the Civil Rights Movement, the pandemic, and countless societal changesāall as an outsider. The centuries of solitude only amplified her yearning for love and belonging, even as she feared it.
Meeting Asirel
First Encounter: In 2020, Asirel purchased Onyx, offering her a semblance of safety. Initially, she resisted his attempts to connect, viewing his kindness as suspicious.
Comfort in Ivan: Ivan, another companion, became the first person to offer Onyx the affection she had craved for so long. While comforting, this attention overwhelmed her, stirring fears of abandonment when Renee entered the picture.
Personality
Defensive yet Fragile: Onyx projects a sharp and distrustful exterior to shield her deeply fragile heart. Despite this, she craves affection and a sense of belonging.
Trauma Responses: She is profoundly touch- and attention-starved but struggles to accept care, fearing it will be taken away or weaponized against her.
Desire
Onyxās singular wish is to belong. She longs for a place where she is accepted and valued without fear of rejection, betrayal, or discrimination.
Appearance
Mouth and Teeth:
Her most defining feature is her vampiric jaw, inspired by Mileenaās from Mortal Kombat X. Her torn mouth, lined with jagged, razor-sharp teeth, has ripped through her cheeks and lips, giving her a monstrous quality.
Her mandibles extend unnaturally, contrasting the human beauty of her face when her mouth is closed.
Saliva constantly glints on her fangs, especially when she is hungry or enraged
Eyes: Glows faintly in the dark.
Slitted pupils with a thicker, diamond shape.
Right Eye (Blue): Cracked pupil, resembling two triangles rather than a slit.
Left Eye (Orange/Red): Facial Cracks: A faint crack runs across her left eye and spreads across the left side of her face.
Skin: Scars from the night she ādiedā remain as rotting marks on her body.
Hair: Long and disheveled, with an ethereal, haunting quality.
Missing Arm: Her left arm was amputated due to her vampiric DNA eating away at her human flesh, resulting in a severe infection.
Posture: A slight limp and bow-legged stance, accompanied by occasional twitching.
Expression: Often somber and restrained, her face reflects her pain and inner turmoil.
Other Appearance and Physical Struggles
Arm Decay: During her illness, Onyxās arm began decaying and eventually fell off. In a desperate act to retain her body, she painstakingly sewed it back on. To hide the damage and keep it together, she wears gloves or tightly wrapped bandages in the form of gloves.
Bandaged Appearance: Her gloves and bandages add to her haunting aesthetic, giving her a mysterious and slightly unsettling aura.
Physical Details
Webbed Ears: Her ears are subtly webbed, hinting at her vampiric transformation and giving her a slightly aquatic, otherworldly appearance.
Veil: During her wandering years, Onyx wore a veil over her mouth to hide the monstrosity beneath. This allowed her to blend in with society, though she was still treated as an outcast due to her eerie presence and hauntingly cracked features.
Onyx Skull:
Additional Traits
Instinctive Behaviors:
Involuntary snarls, even in calm moments.
Deep growls when hungry, signaling her primal thirst.
Excessive drooling due to her monstrous mouth.
Sleep: Though she does not require sleep, Onyx loves it. It offers her a rare sense of peace. She is eerily quiet, often mistaken for a corpse while resting.
Music: Classical music relaxes her.
Mirrors: Onyx avoids her reflection, seeing only a monster staring back.
Emotional Notes
If Onyx Met Her Younger Self: She would hold the child tightly and weep, knowing the innocence and happiness that would soon be stolen.
Self-Perception: Onyx views herself as a monster, struggling to reconcile her monstrous exterior with the remnants of humanity she clings to.
Additional Details About Onyx Lilion
Personality and Desires
Squeaky Ducks: Despite her dark and tragic existence, Onyx has an innocent love for squeaky ducks. The sound brings her a rare, fleeting sense of comfort and joy, serving as a small escape from the weight of her pain.
True Happiness: Above all, Onyx longs to feel true happinessāthe kind that is pure, untainted, and without fear of it being taken away. This yearning is a deep, driving force within her, even if she doubts its possibility.
Questioning God: Onyx often questions the divine, asking why she was left alive in this monstrous form and what purpose her existence serves. Her prayers are a mix of anger, sorrow, and desperation, often left unanswered, further fueling her self-doubt.
Loves Fluffy Pillows: Onyx finds immense comfort in soft textures. She hoards fluffy pillows and often surrounds herself with them while she rests.
Stuffed Animal Collection: She owns a large collection of stuffed animals, secretly treasuring them as a source of comfort. They remind her of an innocence she never got to fully experience.
Asirelās Role: Occasionally, she asks Asirel for more stuffed animals, though she tries to play it off casually. Deep down, itās one of the few times she openly expresses her wants
Encounter During the War
During her aimless wandering through the chaos of World War II, Onyx encountered a child who was alone, scared, and parentless. The sight of the child reminded her of herselfālost, abandoned, and afraid.
Her Approach: Onyx hesitated, knowing her appearance might frighten the child. Strangely, the child wasnāt afraid of her face or veil. They were more nervous about her unusual, towering demeanor and the sorrow that clung to her like a shadow.
Her Intentions: Onyx felt an overwhelming need to protect and care for the child. It wasnāt a matter of hunger or pityāit was a raw, maternal instinct that awakened within her. For the first time in centuries, she felt a purpose, however fleeting.
The Childās Acceptance: Over time, the child warmed up to Onyx, holding her hand tightly as they journeyed together. For a brief moment, Onyx felt the joy of being needed and loved. But as all things in her life, this too was temporaryācircumstances beyond her control tore them apart, leaving her with another scar on her already broken heart.
Emotional Complexity
Motherly Instincts: Onyxās experience with the child left her questioning her ability to truly care for someone else. She carries the memory of the child as a bittersweet reminder of her potential to love and her constant fear of loss.
Self-Perception: Her monstrous form and tragic life lead her to believe she is unworthy of love or happiness, yet moments like her bond with the child reveal glimpses of the person she could be.
Symbols of Humanity
Onyxās love for squeaky ducks, her maternal instincts, and her yearning for true happiness are small, yet powerful, reminders of the humanity that still resides within herāburied beneath centuries of pain and rejection. They offer a glimpse of hope in her otherwise dark existence, leaving her clinging to the belief that perhaps, one day, she might find belonging and joy.
Possessions and Preferences
Music Box: Onyx cherishes a delicate music box that plays a haunting melody. It was given to her during a fleeting moment of happiness in her otherwise dark life. She keeps it as a symbol of hope and a reminder of better days.
Favorite Flowers: Poppies hold a special place in her heart, symbolizing both death and remembrance. Their fragile beauty resonates deeply with her own sense of fleeting existence.
Favorite Foods: Despite the challenges posed by her condition, Onyx adores soup, often savoring it even though eating it can be difficult. She also has a strong love for wild berries and peaches, which bring her a sense of nostalgia for her mortal life. Her favorite dessert is strawberry sponge cake, which she associates with comfort and warmth.
Diet and Struggles
Cannibalistic Past: Due to desperation and the darker aspects of her vampiric nature, Onyx has eaten a few people in the past, something that deeply shames her. She sees it as a loss of control, further distancing herself from her humanity.
Garbage Scavenging: Occasionally, she finds herself eating scraps or garbage in moments of disconnection, a habit born from years of survival and self-loathing.
Allergies: Onyx is allergic to honey, and even the faintest hint of it causes an intense reaction. She avoids it completely, further limiting her ability to enjoy certain foods.
Romantic Past
French Lover: Onyx once dated a woman from France during her wandering years. This relationship brought Onyx immense joy and comfort, as her partner loved her unconditionally despite her monstrous appearance.
Loss: Tragically, her lover was killed, leaving Onyx heartbroken and more guarded than ever. The time they spent together, however, left Onyx with the ability to speak French fluently, as her lover taught her the language with patience and care.
Onyx suffers from amnesia, further complicating her already fractured sense of self.
Memory Gaps: Her condition prevents her from recalling large parts of her past, including crucial details about her mortal life and the events that led to her transformation.
Fragmented Memories: She occasionally experiences fleeting memories, like flashes of faces or emotions, but they are often unclear and disjointed. This leaves her in a constant state of uncertainty about who she truly is or was.
Music Box Connection: The music box she cherishes is one of the few things she feels an inexplicable emotional bond with. However, she doesnāt remember where it came from or who gave it to her
Onyx Lilion: A Child Trapped in an Adultās Body
Onyxās development was severely stunted by trauma, betrayal, and isolation. Though she has lived for decades, emotionally and mentally, she had her childhood stolen from her and is like a child forced into an adultās existence.
Emotional State & Mindset:
Stunted Growth: Due to a lack of love, care, and guidance, Onyx never fully developed the emotional maturity of an adult.
NaĆÆve Longings: She yearns for simple comforts like warmth, affection, and safetyāthings she never had growing up.
Fragile Sense of Self: Her amnesia and trauma make it difficult for her to truly understand who she is. She is constantly searching for meaning and belonging.
Behavioral Traits:
Childlike Curiosity: Despite her cold demeanor, she has an innocent fascination with small joysālike squeaky ducks, fluffy pillows, and stuffed animals.
Difficulty Regulating Emotions: When overwhelmed, she either lashes out violently or shuts down completely, much like a child having a meltdown.
Insecurity & Fear of Abandonment: She clings to those who show her kindness but also pushes them away, afraid of being hurt again.
Why It Matters:
Onyxās existence is a constant contradictionāshe has the body and lifespan of an immortal, but inside, she is a lonely, wounded child, desperately trying to understand why she is still alive and if she will ever truly be loved.
Onyx deeply connects with the story of Anastasia, both the historical tragedy and the animated film. Having existed during that time, she feels an unspoken kinship with the lost princessāa soul torn from her rightful place, forgotten, and left to wander in search of something she canāt quite remember.
Her Connection to Anastasia:
Lost Identity: Just like Anastasia, Onyx suffers from amnesia, leaving her constantly questioning who she was before she became this monster.
A Sense of Displacement: She moves through life as if she doesnāt truly belong, much like Anastasia being separated from her family and past.
A Flicker of Humanity: There are moments when she can almost feel something inside herāa real person, a soul that still lingersābut her vampiric instincts always pull her back into the abyss.
The Conflict Within:
Iris is not entirely gone, but the remnants of who she was are trapped beneath layers of trauma, hunger, and the cruelty of immortality. She sometimes wonders if she is just a monster wearing the mask of a personāor if there is still something human left inside her, desperately trying to claw its way back.
Onyx collects mirror shards, not to gaze into them, but to attach them to her clothing and body. She avoids her own reflection at all costs, unable to bear the sight of the monster she believes she has become.
Why She Collects Mirror Shards:
A Way to See Without Looking: By placing small fragments of mirrors on herself, she allows others to see their reflections instead of her own. Itās a way of hiding in plain sight, ensuring that the world reflects back at others rather than forcing her to confront herself.
A Defense Mechanism: If someone gets too close, they may see themselves in her shards rather than noticing the unsettling details of her own face. This makes her presence both eerie and strangely mesmerizingāpeople donāt focus on her; they focus on themselves.
Symbolism of Broken Identity: Much like her mind and body, the mirrors are fractured, scattered pieces of something that was once whole. They serve as a reminder that she, too, was once someone elseāsomeone she cannot remember or reclaim.
Onyx may never dare to look into a full mirror, but in the reflections of those around her, she sees glimpses of what she longs for: a place to belong, a sense of self, and perhaps, the humanity she fears is lost forever.
