#irhen07

I really love the way you write, the depth of the characters and the nuance with which you treat serious themes like abuse.

I'm super excited to keep reading more from you. Also, I'd love to draw some fanart someday if you are alright with that.

I hope this ask hasn't made you feel uncomfortable or crossed any boundary because I'd love to chat more some day. I hope you have a nice day :)

Hello!! Thank you so so so much. This ask is so incredibly sweet, especially because NWH is all but abandoned at this point. I didn’t even know anyone still knew that fic existed considering I have not updated it in well over a year at this point. 

I’ve always really enjoyed exploring the heavier dynamics. There’s life in angst. Beauty in it. For me, it makes the happy ending that much better. And for fics without happy endings, it makes it raw and real. Thank you for your kind words. Sometimes I do feel like I go a bit too in depth, but then people like you swing by and tell me you enjoy it and I realize it isn’t entirely self-indulgent lmao. 

I am very excited to get back into writing. I am in the middle of a huge move so up until today I didn’t even know where my laptop was. I plan to sit down and hammer out some more of AIO as early as tonight. There’s the final chapter and then the epilogue, which I am very happy with how they’re coming along! After that, I’m not sure what/if I’ll write for the IT fandom again. Only the time will tell. 

Honey, if you want to draw fanart for me I WILL NOT stop you. That’s like the highest compliment of all time and I would be honored to see anything you would chose to draw. If you want to talk more about it, please feel free to swing into my DMs. If you already have ideas and you want to take off running, go for it! Just make sure you tag me in it so I can properly reblog it and lose my mind over it. 

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would you mind sending me via private the link to the episode g chapter where mu allegedly kills kiki? can't find any page who has updated it yet.

Ha………ha…ahaha SPOILER ALERT MUCH

unfortunately the bit about spending time with friends I can’t do, because the two most important ones to me are the ones dating lmao

1. She’s Demisexual and Biromantic.

2. I HC that her, Carver, and Bethany all got tattoos of a hawk after Malcolm’s passing to commemorate him.

3. When she was a child just coming into her magic, her fingers used to crackle with fire whenever she’d become exceptionally excited and/or angry about something. Malcolm had to work hard to teach her to control it because it was a dead giveaway.

4. Anders wasn’t her first, however, he was one of the first people she actively felt a sexual attraction for (she didn’t feel a sexual attraction for everyone she was intimate with, either).

5. Her relationship with Leandra is strained.

6. Claudia tends to try to solve problems by herself, even if it is out of her capabilities to do so. This often gets her in trouble.

7. The only person Claudia will sub for is Anders.

8. Claudia takes up roguish abilities to hide the fact that she’s a mage.

9. She used to get in trouble as a child for bringing stray animals home.

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Didn’t do it on purpose

I don't really agree with you. He actually tried to take lilly with him and she is the one who refuses. Also, when you face him at redcliff he willingly stays to try to fix his mistakes. Also, he accepts your decision of killing him or sending him to the circle because he truly regrets what he is done. If you told him to go away and never go back, you'll find him again, he has became a healer and he is protecting some refugees from the darkspawn.

So yeah, he takes terrible decisions and may be selfish at first. But he aknowledges it and makes an active effort to redeem himself

I think we’ll probably agree to disagree (I have a few mutuals who disagree with me on this) , but this is a good discussion. :D

I won’t condemn Lilly for staying because it’s only on the cusp of leaving that she Jowan revealed what he was and she learned how deeply he’d deceived her. Imena, at that point to realize the person she’s leaving with is a blood mage? For a Chantry Sister? But I would maintain that he did abandon her. The honourable choice would have been for him to stay, fess up completely and do his best to exonerate Lilly and the warden. Instead, he ran and left them both to fend for themselves. 

I’m really not too impressed with him at Redcliffe either. I mean yeah, he offers to help fix his mistakes, but he then makes it clear that fixing those mistakes doesn’t mean actually leaving the cell to aid the warden in killing the undead.

I understand he’s capable of redemption, but up until the warden frees him and he escapes to help the refugees, it’s not a driving force in him. He’s definitely all about regret, but there’s nothing admirable about regret if it’s not backed up by action. 

But you’re right, if the warden frees him, he does seem to finally (to me at least) understand that the regret is not enough. Unfortunately, my warden never gives him that chance, and although I personally think he was wrong to kill Jowan, I don’t think he was unjustified. 

And now I’m wondering what it would be, in my headcanons of a somewhat more self-centered Jowan, that would finally flip the switch and makes him redeem himself. I’m going to fiel that away for a future fic!

Is this official or is it a mod?