#inutt

“I don’t ask for much Matt.” You said softly looking at him. He glanced at you and looked back down at his feet. Guilt rising in his chest.

“I know, and I’m sorry.” You shook your head. Months. It has been months since Matt last took you into consideration. Leaving his mess for you to pick up, not showing you affection like how he used to. Hell the only affection you get is sex, and even that’s not good anymore. He was getting comfortable with you doing everything and after telling him repeatedly to do better he hasn’t. So here you both sat on the edge of your shared bed.

“I asked for something so simple, Matt.” Your voice began to break slightly as he nodded.

“I know and you deserve better. I’m sorry.” You scoffed.

“Then be better.” You cried. His eyes looked at you, full of shame and sadness.

“I love you.” He said, pulling you into a hug. You melted into his shoulder, tears rolling down your cheeks as he rubbed your back. He’s done this one too many times. It’s an endless cycle between you two. He apologizes, says he’ll do better, then stays the same while you still do absolutely everything, and he gets mad at you for being tired or for being in a bad mood. You pulled away standing up quickly.

“No. I deserve better.” You said shaking your head. Matt stood up as well.

“Y/n. Don’t do this over a load of laundry. Come on.” He sighed. You chuckled. He didn’t get it.

“It’s not over a load of laundry Matt! It’s everything! I asked you to do something so simple while I was out and you didn’t do it! I asked yesterday to do the dishes and I had to do them!”

“So what do you want me to do? Laundry? Dishes? Fine! I’ll do it! Leave me alone and I’ll fucking do it! All you do is nag!” He yelled. You shook your head.

“I nag? I fucking nag?” You yelled right back. Walking up to him so you both were yelling at each other, face to face, him towering over you, but you didn’t care. You know he wouldn’t dare lay a hand on you.

“Yeah! You fucking nag! I edit and I make content so that I can support us! So that we can live comfortably! Then you’re in my fucking ear, telling me everything I haven’t done to make you happy.” You shook your head. You understood he had work, but so did you. He turned away from you, running a hand through his hair.

“Fine. I’ll leave you alone. That’s what you want right?” You yelled. He nodded.

“Yeah! Yeah that’s what I want.” You shook your head.

“Fine. I’m done. I’m gone Matt.”

“What?” He asked, turning towards you eyes watery.

“I’m gone. No more nagging no more of anything!” You yelled walking out. You heard Matt rush behind you as you slammed the front door calling Toby quickly.