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I'm working with my altar fairies for oracle card readings, and my Self Love Fairy communicated to me 1st through these color cards. (I know it's kinda weird I use paint sample cards along with my other decks, but I've been working with these "color cards" for quite a little while now and they resonate in surprising ways.)
These "Berry Punch", "Fragrant Herbs", and "Blueberry Sauce" cards tell me that regarding self love, I need to EAT BETTER . . . . I actually love eating super healthy, but when I'm going through heavy emotional stuff, I comfort eat things that my body is really sensitive to in a bad way, to distract and numb my difficult feelings . . . . . . I've been eating the WRONG shit cuz my living situation has been overwhelming me in a way I've never known before... I know I can't keep doing it, but once I got used to it again, it's become hard to stop. Real self love is eating what's actually good for my body and not eating what I know isn't. --- [2 berry cards... impressive... Berries are one type of fruit that I know are especially compatible with my body. I buy the berry medley and I just ate some the night before last. . . . And for the HERB card, I make tea out of standard kitchen herbs daily. But also, when I was eating insanely healthy, I'd buy fresh sage, basil, holy basil, oregano, rosemary, and just eat straight branches of that shit ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ]
"Fourth Chakra" card, "The Temple Path", and "Healer of the Ages". . . Compassionate heart center, and empathic abilities, my spiritual path, and the self-healing I used to sometimes successfully do on myself, but it was easier to apply general acupressure and attentive sensing to other people to relieve their tension and pain.
When I was a kid, my mom's psychic friend told her that I was gonna be a healer. I think I've done some small things. Emotionally, and massages for temporary but significant relief... but I have time to learn and do more, and I'm going to go with that. I'm meant to be a healer. A big part of my spiritual path is to heal MYSELF physically (and emotionally of course, but this Post Treatment Lyme Disease Syndrome got to GO!!!!). Turning that compassion back in on myself and removing the resistance built up in my body that's blocking circulation, flexibility, flow, chi, active energy, relaxation, ease of natural functioning, freedom to move, take up space, and freedom to "be"
