but thatâs the fun of it all, gambling with life and death and even fate. heâs never really thought it through. the possibility for a sabbat to discover him or what would immediately happen if a camarilla was around, but the sabbat would see potential or not, the camrailla would exterminate at the spot; unless deemed fit and this is part of the society that confuses him the most. he remembers what his godfather said to him, the reasons why he became an antitribu. he shakes his head, feeling like heâs slipping from reality again and ghosting into the past, overthinking of this and that for no apparent reason, but at least itâs not setting off his mood. he hops onto a ladder of a train before his head turns to peer to where jaehyuk may be. he laughs then and grins knowingly as he climbs onto the top and settles there, waiting for the latter to join him. as he waits, he leans back with palms pressed against the cold surface of the rusty train. he closes his eyes, letting the breeze of the night brush through his light brown locks and tickle against his skin before blue hues flickering open and settle on the nightsky. âtellinâ me to stop beinâ an asshole is like tellinâ me to stop livinâ. what, jace, you canât handle me beinâ an asshole anymore?â
â  itâs not like i canât handle you being an asshole but itâs a fact that youâre indeed an asshole. are you going to keep on acting like one ? what an ass of you.  â jaehyuk snorted slightly as he gave his own head a light shake, debating whether he should leave the male to have his own space or not but again, he just seemed to not have the âheartâ to leave him all by himself.  â  why do you always treat me like a shit anyway ? i just want to know why. is it because iâm more good looking than you ? is that what pisses you off the most ?  â well, who knew if grey was pretty much annoyed with the fact that jace was more good looking than him. he never knew the actual truth but he needed to know ; it needed to be spilled by the other.  â  who says i canât handle you being an asshole ? of course i can. i can even fight you though. maybe i should punch you in the face if you donât quit being one.  â