hi brother gabriel.. uh, i messed up by panicking once again on your blog earlier and i still feel like that but ive been trying to give some space in case i came off wrong. I just hope youre doing alright.
*flies away awkwardly with my can of brown sugar boba tea, leaving a couple packs of white lily and stargazer hydrangea seeds at your door*
My dear brother, please do not apologize for the previous asks that you sent. However, do pardon me for such a delay in response. I have been in a bit of a daze as I have been reconnecting with a brother of ours.
I will not post the other two asks for your privacy but know that I read every single word. I see myself in you, you know? I remember very vividly in my teenage years, at the very beginning of my awakening how I would spiral and wonder if I really am an angel or if I am delusional. You are not alone in these feelings. But the bottom line is this, in the end we cannot know for sure. So why worry? If it were for some reason to turn out we are just humans after all, then I am certain God, of all beings would understand and give us grace. But that is what faith is, no? To believe despite tangible evidence. Take a deep breath and look beyond the skin you inhabit, you know the truth. As does Father. Otherwise He would have done something about it, no? If it brings you any comfort, I feel you are of my kin. And I do not get such impressions that often, where I feel in my soul that someone is my kin. What I'm trying to say - life is as serious as it is unserious. We are all together in this wild ride with no way to know what comes after so we might as well just enjoy it, spread love and goodness and leave the world just a little bit better than it was. I hope some of this helped, even just a bit.
And thank you for the lovely gifts, I will plant them right away.
Have a blessed night dear brother.
