22 the sky has gone back to normal and something is happening outside but i can't tell what it is ... Sakriss everything has gone back to normal but i'm still worried about you and i still feel a little scared to go outside i don't... know what to do...

21 i heard him knocking on the door today i know it was him i could hear him sobbing behind the door i really wanted to open the door i wanted to open it so badly to help him with whatever thats happening to him i can tell he's suffering ... But i was a coward my fear just came over me i still couldnt get the things i saw in the graveyard out of my mind and the things he said back then... i was just too scared to open the door

20 i heard people screaming outside but i don't see anyone when looking through the windows what is happening? have i actually gone insane? the sky is getting a lot darker than usual too. something is clearly wrong and i can't stop thinking that... he has something to do with this and if that's the case... how long will it take for the lightner to intervene?

23 im just so worried i heard people outside talking about something some kind of event and Sakriss he HAS to have something to do with it and there was a note attached to the door i just.. ... Sakriss . screw this

19 i don't feel like going outside today. im still trying to process what happened what went wrong im also trying to understand the things he said to me if my memory is correct, he was mostly talking about dead but everything he said just sounded wrong he was a completely different person i want to know what happened i want to help him but im too scared to go outside and feel the moon staring at me again

18 the day after my last entry i went to visit Sakriss at the graveyard again. I wanted to see him and spend more time with him when i arrived the door ws already open. the air was much colder than usual. i heard sakriss outside mumbling something. i went to check on him he was standing outisde in the graveyard, shovel in hand. i tried to talk to him. i tried to calm him down. i asked him what was wrong but he just kept mumbling things to himself but when he turned to look at me. when he "snapped out of it". it was as if he was a completely different person. he was stuttering, he was shaking, he was almost catatonic. he tried to show me something, he pulled me over to look at a coffin on the ground telling me to look inside of it but there was nothing inside the coffin he realized and then he just got even more erratic and desperate so much he destroyed one of the gravestones with his shovel he was yelling about something, he swore that "it" was inside the coffin i couldn't understand what "it" was refering to the more he moved, the more violent and erratic his movements got. he turned to look at me again. a bright yellow dot appeared in one of his eyes. he ran up to me and grabbed me by my shoulders. he was shaking. i told him to let me go. his hand were hurting me but he didn't listen. and then. he said so many hoRRIBLE THINGS TO ME. THINGS I WILL NEVER FORGET WHY DID HE DO THAT HIS WORDS HAVE BEEN STUCK IN MY MIND EVER SINCE. I WAS SCARED. THE MORE I LOOKED AT HIS FACE THE LESS I RECOGNIZED HIM AND THE GRAVEYARD THE TREES HAD HANDS. THE FLOWERS WERE DEAD. I HEARD VOICES. AND THE MOON THE MOON WAS LOOKING AT ME I WAS SCARED I WAS SCARED I WAS SO SCARED AND SAKRISS WOULDN'T LET ME GO HE KEPT SAYING THINGS. YELLING AT ME. THE VOICES TURNED INTO SCREAMS. I WAS SCARED. I WAS SO SCARED. I PUSHED AND RAN AWAY FROM THE GRAVEYARD AS FAST AS I COULD I COULD HEAR HIM. SCREAMING MY NAME AT THE DISTANCE. THE TREES WERE TRYING TO GRAB ME AND i i COuLd still. feel the moon staring at me And when i arrived home i couldn't help but to cry i don't undestand what happened? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN? I WAS FINALLY HAPPY. I was finally happy. i... i should've. known. why would i ever think my life could ever get better? i guess this was just meant to happen i guess im just not meant to be happy