#internettrash

This account needs to be reported like I'm starting to think the same person who ever it is.. is getting on multiple accounts stalking and bothering the fuck out of me about "sugar daddy sugar baby shit".

Idk why they keep doing it, like I'm a 13 year old piece of prey NO I'm seriously about to get the law involved, fucking bastards on the internet preying on girls like me is getting on my nerves and makes me nerve wrecked about having my blog public.

This is the 3rd catfish today or what ever they are. Ridiculous. Some stupid person behind these accounts wants to keep playing games I pray to God they're stopped and me and other girls get justice for this trash they do to us.

If time is multidimensional, then

i am at school waiting for my mom to pick me up in her rental car while

shes getting hammered in our driveway.

I am throwing up in a bathroom, wondering how i became so obliterated after just one drink while

being touched in places unknown and unwarranted

I am running around a hospital with a lollipop while my mother gives birth to her second child,

not yet knowing the pain i would endure

but somehow feeling it.

If time is multidimensional, then

I am driving home from their house while

blocking out sirens and watching cartoons

I am teaching my brother to read while

looking for a gas station parking lot to fall asleep in.

We never really slept.

I didn't 

Maybe I was making love while watching my dad kill himself from the staircase

A circumstantial disregard for my comfort.

Not yet knowing the pain i would endure