#internalcries

Do you think living is boring? Everything is boring when you live this way, alone in this tiring darkness that it's hard to get through

Everyone knows how to fly away with wings of faith they go their way Sadly, with broken wings you can't fly and leave everything behind so you stay alone in the ground and the whispering surrounds your mind is getting darker there is nothing to do

"You can't escape this" they said but they don't know one thing it's not that i can't get away it's that i don't deserve to do it

I'll drown myself into this this is what i want there's nothing for me here then i'll pass away

When my time comes, they'll know that my heart got tired of beating and my brain got tired of being low

Fear it's what keeps me alive Right now there's nothing around Everything keeps me empty inside I hate everything right now

Everyone says it gets better but i don't see how it can be nice i simply take painkillers to see if they end my life

it's not that i want to be alright i only want to die Not everyone deserves to be alright but i know that i deserve to cry

Do you ever believed in yourself? Cause i don't I don't wanna be me anymore but i still see your face right now

Things are getting worse Don't know why i feel this I'm just screaming alone and nobody hears my pain or they just don't care about me maybe it's that i'm not "me" anymore

These years i have in my back they're keeping me down but even if i forget about them i'll be sick of living