#instead of resting

i made stickers.... :’)

However my want to share my internal thoughts/feelings regardless of how rational has been a constant want of mine since I was a but a small lad.

Which is interesting to me because I don’t know how much of airing my grievances online is a cry for attention versus just using an online platform to write it down and out of my brain.

There is definitely an appeal to the idea that my feelings and actions could be validated by external sources but typically my vents are met with radio silence with the occasional input by my real life mutuals. This makes me feel as if it is the gratification of getting it out of my system that I am searching for, and therefore a journal would definitely suffice.

I am also unsure if posting this realization could also belong in a notebook and does not needed to be posted but I am strangely in a creative headspace while sick and do wish to expand upon this in my brain of brains.