"Paying the dues... " The train of thoughts take me to places, It is the best expedition and worst vacation. To the past of this life, it takes me to you, You ,whom I gave all my love, You, whom I gave all my care, But I didn't know you had other plans, I didn't know you had other muses, Because I was too lovestruck by the feeling of love. You who took it all and still complained you didn't have enough, You,who found love in other places when I was making our home. I surely was dumbstruck because I didn't see my worth. You who criticized the way I love when you never gave a loving glance, I surely was dumbstruck because I didn't know what I deserved. You think I want it all, you think I want you again? I am past that point if I be honest and I don't have anything more that I need to experience from you. I learned that it is important to take stand for myself, I learned not to love blindly, I learned to follow my gut feeling,my intuition, I learned to look for actions rather than the words, I don't think I can learn anything more from you, You used me for your selfish interests but atleast universe brought you and took you for my best interest... -Sylie #instagramwriters #instagramcreative #creation #creativeminds #poetrygram #poemsporn #hurtfullove #sadistlove #beaware #dontgetabused #writingprompts #writer #writingismeditation #lovepoems #soulfulpoem #soultosoulwithivy (at Matilda Bay boat ramp)
