#insikvk

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for the past few hours, sehun’s heart was thundering and quivering at the thought of passing the grave, almost murderous infection onto another, rightful carrier. a mutant equivalent to a monster capable of such monstrous, vile, sickening abilities. -- but not only that, sehun doesn’t entirely want to give him the benefit of unravelling into his true form, 

instead,

his insatiable, barbarian mind also wants to curl his fingers round his throat like he had time and time before and strangle the life out of him. strangle the life form him and the anger he built and bubbled in sehun’s raging mind. (sehun’s mind that rages, rages painfully and slowly.)

but now that sehun has been freed, his bubbles popped and buildings collapse within him (his wrath unravelled), his hands that yearn for violence and death jump at the sight of him/it/insik. the image of blood seeping through sehun’s fingers, delicious

insik, the antidote to his curse. 

“hyung!” his voice hollers with hopeful anticipation, his flames, his infection and oh sehun are more than glad to see him. running, his cold sweats and irregular palpitations beating him up. the exact high that rushed through his veins with jinah was once again thriving and pulsing in his system. 

“i’ve been looking for you!” and indeed he has, the excitement wasn’t some artificial scam, his diabolical sadistic curse was spazzing and quaking for sehun to finally spill sweet crimson and another rush of adrenaline in a another’s touch. sehun decides that he’ll choke, restrain, punch, kick, torment and curse him. all the very things he’s desperately waited for. 

oh sehun embraces the ‘hyung’ he longs to. his monster lunges to devour and ruin another thriving soul. 

and good god. the first touch of his skin made his mind spin into the depths and wilds of his evils. there was a sense of ecstasy and an overwhelming need for insik’s physical contact. and the uncontrollable desire to thrust his body closer, 

it’s unexplainable, the sensation.

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oh sehun is said to be a pitiful, spineless, shy, pathetic, lovestruck fool. the last one especially applicable, shyly opening his heart with ignorance with a lack of reassurance of a warm satisfaction and a happily ever after. sehun was a victim to himself, this was his own creation. 

oh sehun doesn’t do a single thing to hurt a single body, it isn’t in him, he isn’t like everyone else in sunny peak. he doesn’t intend on inflicting anger onto anyone, in fact, all he ever wants to fucking do is make people pleased with him or at lease to fucking like him! and strangely it’s hard. 

oh sehun struggles to allow himself to be compatible with one person, a slight fear of hurting him is tinged at every face. so the sight of insik’s leaves him with unease. unease at that face tinged with something dangerous, volatile and undoubtedly leave him as damaged goods. 

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treat — your character and mine being sweet to one another

its a surprise to him that insik has purposely made his way into sehun’s proximity. --wait no, he isn’t, he is used to the asshole asking him to do his dirty work and sehun submitting like he always does. always submitting. 

weird, insik seems happy to see him, and that’s a not-so-good sign. “oh! hey sehuun!” there is a slur in his actions and in his words, well someone surely isn’t sober. “been a while since i’ve seen you!” even in insik’s drunk state of mind sehun is anticipating some sort of hostile manipulation against him.

it’s not healthy but deep down, if you dive deep enough through his arteries to peek at his heart, you’d see how much the boy thrives for insik’s acceptance even when he buries himself in insik’s homework (’what a fucking loser’ they always say). “i guess it’s been a while...” and a tiny smile tries to coax itself onto sehun’s lips. there is a flippant beat in his chest. 

“oh don’t be down little fire boy,” insik tugs at his cheeks as if he’s a child. “be happy or i’ll be saaad.” even if the slurs are obvious enough that the other mutant doesn’t mean a thing he’s saying

but sehun is still satisfied, and still deceiving himself.