#insensitives

Dealing with insensitive people is probably the most traumatic thing you can ever go through.

They will either accuse of you stirring up "drama" or bring up something nasty you went through in the past so you can relive that moment and get upset. They claim everything you say is either, "Over dramatic" or an "exaggeration."They do not seem to realize the seriousness of troubling a sensitive person psychologically. Or maybe they do and thats exactly why they do it. Yet they dont see to realize that some people (especially sensitives) can lose it just like that. They are putting themselves in danger, harms way without realizing.

I now have this massive aggressive urge to throw a table at my brothers head, but I'm writing this instead. This rage I feel is unreal and its bringing tears to my eyes right now.This rage is almost forcing me to do extreme damage but I'm keeping it in and I now feel intense burning in my legs. I also felt this strange out of body sensation, like a possession, like something was moving me. However I kept still in my seat. If I had moved, if I had let this sensation move me, I would have hurt him. Badly.

Now I know I've had anger problems in the past. Problem with me is that I feel every emotion intensely, to the point that I get physical sensations.