#inquitousideals

About Sheena:

She never holds grudges for much time , although she never forgets what would cause them, either. She won't seek for revenge, but she will be wary around the person, even hostile, depending on the severity of what they did. There could be exceptions though. (probably a reason why she acts like that around Zelos)

She's totally a morning person. It's a habit for her to wake up very early and train.

She prefers tea over coffee, but she's not much of a picky person, so she could drink any of then and wouldn't complain.

Her very damaged self-esteem, in a more physical sense (her body), doesn't have anything to do with her weight, as it is usual with people of her age. She does have insecurities about her body and appearance in a lot of other aspects, though. (things like, she doesn't consider herself attractive, or pretty, etc.)

She still holds her self-loath from the past, only reduced a bit since she met her friends from the regeneration journey.

She's a horrible liar, and that's why she hardly lies to anyone.

She does hide stuff though, and it's mostly because she'd been taught to always keep a limit on her trust to say certain things to certain people.

Her trust is highly dependent to the level of closeness she's got to someone, but not completely defined by it. Certain things, like her emotions and feelings, are things she'd rather keep for herself, or tell only to certain people.

Orochi, Kuchinawa and Zelos are, probably, the people that knows her the most and the best. (I would add Igaguri, if not because he'd been in a coma for half and a bit more of her life, basically.) Corrine was, probably, too.

Contrary to popular belief, Sheena does trust Zelos. In certain things though, and probably not in the most conventional way to trust someone at all. But to be certain, she would trust stuff on him she wouldn't even consider telling someone that had known her for more time (say, Orochi). The only exception with this could be granted to Corrine/Verius.

She feels uncomfortable and awkward over sexual topics, innuendos, and stuff related to it. Remember, she grew in a very traditionally strict ninja village where there's secrecy in everything.

Despite the fact that her failed attempt at killing Colette brought her a lot of issues and disappointment with her village, the King, Kuchinawa, and Tethe'alla in general, she doesn't regret failing at it, period. After all, she won something much more important, her first female best friend, and other really great friends that helped her go through a lot of stuff.

About Nani:

I love cold weather. I'm literally a penguin, I love freezing. Although I do love wrapping myself in covers like a worm when it's freezing too much.

I also love both Halloween (even if we don't celebrate it here) and Christmas (even if I dislike sharing with my family), for no apparent reason. Really, I just feel so much joy in these days? And writing holiday stuff is pretty awesome teehee--

I don't-- uh, "hate" my family. But I certainly dislike them. I mean, I've shared awesome moments in my childhood with them, but... I hate how it started to fall apart, get much more conflictive, judgmental, how they started to be such bullies, and hypocrites over all, right when my parents divorced and I grew up.

On a happier note, I love Orcas! They are my favorite mammals ever, and after birds and reptiles, my favorite animals ever, too.

I have too much pride for my own good. I mean, I'm not proud of me, but I'm certainly proud of some of my ways to think. If I'm wrong, I'll probably accept it while growling undertone because I'm immature as heck. Don't mind me, I won't hate you if you correct me <3 I just beat myself for being wrong.

I don't like femininity. I mean, I support others being proud of their femininity and stuff, but I'm don't like it on me. Am I the only one that is proud when called tomboy tho???

I probably have some level of Attention (& Hyperactive) Disorder. I get distracted so easily about doing literally EVERYTHING, can't stay still for much long, can't concentrate for a long time, etc. That not counting another lot of side-effects (like anxiety and difficult-to-sleep-but-pass-out-easily, etc).

For the reason above, I can't finish a drawing or a long writing (several pages) in short time (rare cases have happened). Can take at least half a week to draw/write something nearly decent.

Oh dear I'm such an angst sucker. Give me some angst and I'll love you forever, if it makes me cry, I'll be attached to you for an eternity hAHA. Oh, and I'll probably give you angst in return, if I make you cry, it'll be my joy <33 (That's how I bond???)

Did I mention that I'm a horrible morning person? I mean, staying awake until morning is lovely, but waking up in mornings is like nnnhh no.

I usually don't enjoy talking about how I did in my everyday life, to be honest. I prefer topics that doesn't have to do anything with irl stuff, specially if it's of me.

I almost never finish any game. This is because I usually play several games in a same timeline. (example, I'm currently playing Tales of the World: Narikiri Dungeon 2 [almost tempted to play the 3 too], Mother 3, Pokemon Emerald and OFF, and I haven't finished any orz.)

One characteristic we share? (out of a handful yeah) -> Our impulsive behavior. We tend to say and do rude/violent things we don't mean to, and it's like a real bad habit, say, automatic response. We tend to hurt others for that, physically or emotionally, but that's totally and completely unintentional.