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(picks him up)

      The much smaller detective is practically dead weight, a sack of potatoes.  He just doesn’t have the strength to go on.        

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               ‘ Hey ! I’m not a coward ! You’re a coward for calling ME a coward ! ‘

@innovel​​ said: ๛ c:

munday meme | accepting

Share an embarrassing story about yourself!

OH I HAVE A LOT OF THOSE! LMAO Let me see if i can remember one... that isn’t going to ruin my whole career. 

OKAY SO. I am notorious for mispronouncing words, and it’s really funny actually.  Because I really do try!  But this one time at work, I went to tell one of my friends they were the epitome of something -- you know, just us messing around.  And my dumbass pronounces it as ep-ih-tohm rather than the correct pronunciation.  And both my friends look at me with disappointment and one of them says “do you mean *pronounces it correctly* and im just staring into space blankly for a minute before im just,  M.. MAYBE????? FUCK. 

innovel said:  41 + 48!

( CHARACTER SOLIDIFYING )

41. Is your character aware of who they are? Strengths? Weaknesses? Idiosyncrasies? Capable of self-irony?

Cue  the  existential  crisis.  He’s...  It’s  very  complicated  with  Sigma.  He  does  and  does  not  simultaneously.  He  doesn’t  know  WHY  he  exists  ,  something  about  himself  always  feels  a  bit  off  ,  and  it  haunts  him.  He  also  doesn’t  have  self  value.  (  self  confidence  is  different  ).  His  time  being  enslaved  really  ,  really  crushed  the  idea  of  self  value.  He  views  himself  more  as  a  tool  than  a  person.  This  said  ,  Sigma  IS  overall  very  confident  about  himself.  At  least  his  skills.  He’s  extremely  good  at  memorization  ,  he  can  basically  remember  everything.  Which  is  WHY  he’s  so  important  in  the DoA  to  my  portrayal.  He   will  remember  names  ,  dates  ,  coordinates  ,  anything  and  everything.  He’s  like  the  hardrive.  (  if  you  want  that  hc  , its  HERE  ).  He’s  also  very  good  at  storytelling  ,  card  games  ,  and  social  interaction  with  other  people.  He  had  to  be  good  at  interacting  with  different  people  when  enslaved  to  survive ,  and  its  a  skill  he  uses  in  the  casino.  Weaknesses  ,  his  lack  of  self  value.  He  always  puts  other  before  himself  to  a  dangerous  point.  Not  a  big  combat  person  ,  and  both  a  strength  &  weakness  is  that  he’s  extremely  ,  extremely  loyal.  

As  for  idiosyncrasies  ,  he  straightens  things.  Cards  ,  papers  ,  books.  He  just  likes  to  arrange  things.  Always  has  to  do  one  last  walk  around  the  main  casino  area  before  he  goes  to  bed  and  has  to  have  a  blanket  (  ever  since  he’s  been  free  the  blanket  is  a  must  ).  As  for  self-irony  ,  no.  Not  really.  A  situation  perhaps  ,  but  not  himself.

48.  How are your character’s gestures? Vigorous? Weak? Controlled? Compulsive? Energetic? Sluggish?

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               ‘ So ! Ojii - san ! How's your quest on NOT being a big coward ? ‘

「 ★ 」   ⋮    Ａ Ｎ Ａ Ｔ Ｈ Ｅ Ｍ Ａ．   ⋮  ━━   Despite all insults, it’s not COMPLETELY out of spite. The man hadn’t done anything to them save for that one remark that started these shenanigans nor did the child KNOW of his status as a Guild member. They were merely CURIOUS; thus was the nature of little children like themselves.

   '  Hero, villains. Terms that are subject to human perception. To the wolf that catches the deer, she is a savior for she has food to feed her pups. To the deer, she is a villain for killing their family member. Terms matter not, but the actions of what one does.  ‘ 

   Eyes burning with an almost otherworldly intensity focus on the former Guild member and then to the raccoon. There’s no reason, no ulterior motive, just idle interest now that he can see it in person rather than only through a screen or pictures.