#innerfights

Fighter

Black was I all I saw

And all I’ve ever known

My heart so many times thrown

Scared by many a claw

Still on I went

Trying to keep fighting

I’m trying, trying, trying

Yet it doesn’t seem to end

Come on girl, get up

Don’t look like a beat-up pup

Come on girl, get the perfume from the shelf

Girly, keep it to yourself!

Don’t you dare let it show

All the pain and all the woe

No one must know

The suffering you now undergo

I’m trying, I’m trying so hard

To keep it together

To clear up this stormy weather

That has taken over my heart

And yet it just keeps growing

The whispers keep on going

The demons are still growling

And I, am drowning

More and more by the day

Heavier my soul weigh

Burned by lightning, deafened by thunder

Yet through all this I wonder

Is there a way

Or something I can do

Is there something I need to say

So I can be happy too?

Well, they are still here

Whispering, screaming in my ear

And they won’t let me go

I guess they are in my tarot

And so, if I won’t be saved

Then I must be the one to rise

To face the waves of fears and lies

And free that which they have enslaved

For as hard as it may be

I must keep going

And to carry on hoping

That I’ll set myself free

Girl, I know it is hard

By them you have been scarred

Still, to them you must stand up

And soon, you’ll be running this club

You’ve been fighting for so long

Through thick and thin

You’re not the same one you’ve been

Keep standing strong

For a long time you’ve fought

Never will it end you thought

Yet in the end, you are still standing

And you’ll keep on learning

So stop hiding your struggle

Look at how much you’ve grown

Sure at times, you may stumble

But at least you are not alone

And thanks to time, love and therapy

You’ve found your family, sisters and brothers

So girl, you are in charge of your destiny

And soon…you’ll shine in brilliant colors

Lastly, ignore the whips of others

For they love to see you down

So don’t let them drown

And fly on like vultures

You still have a way to go

The path may seem endless, I know

Stil, you’re evolving, becoming nicer

And soon you’ll be brighter than any fire

In the end, this is Your story

And only you are its writer

So fight your monsters and stand in glory