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"I just don't understand how even though I've loved you more anything for a whole year I was never fucking enough for you. it was always someone else, something I did wrong, something to FIX. You could never just be happy with me. I should've stayed away from you that last December when you broke up with me and said those horrible things to me. I should've let you fucking go. why couldn't I just let you go? Or the time when you cheated on me or Both of those times.. Why would you do that to me? You fell in love with me way too late.. And I felI inlove with you quicker than anyone I've loved but more and more. Every time you broke me and It was like I was addicted to the pain. it's dumb. I'm still that way. We've been talking and you keep saying you love me. Why? We can't eve be together and I fucking hate what you to do to me. I hate you. You make me so weak and it makes me sick to my stomach. I want to tell her everything you've said to me but there's no point. You need to realize that I love him now. You've hurt me and pushed me away and just because now you want me, doesn't mean it can be that way. I love him. Not you."

I'd like to think I can be as confident ☝someday! #likeawoman #staystrong #lame #typography 📝 #inmydiary