#inlimatevent005

I know at your current age, you’re super confused on who I am, but that’s okay, I promise. Anyway, right about now, you’re probably either running around or taking a nap since it’s two in the afternoon there. You have Tangled on in the background, with the stuffed Teddy, I got you this past summer in your arms. Man, I thought this would easier but here I am. Trying so hard not to cry at the high school that I’m working at. God, thankfully your uncle isn’t anywhere near me, or I think they would have a panic attack and, just maybe, tackle me again if they saw me crying. Which, this time, will hurt more than usual, since I don’t have any nice padding on the floor. Anyway, I hope one day you will understand why I chose this for you and please, please bear with me.

I’ll understand if you’re ever confused on why I did what I did, but I will try and clear up any confusion you might have when you’re older, but for now. Continue pretending to a Mars president, who will only use lightsabers as weapons if needed, but for now, will be using a bunch of rainbows.

I hope I’ll see you soon, butterfly, once we can put the bad behind us.

With Love,