#initial c

Hi! I am doing well, thank you! <3 I spoke to my deck your situation and your inquiries. My deck gave me the card Hatausmaan väki, it is 5 of Swords in the traditional deck. It means the people of the graveyard in Mythologia Fennica. Please don't be alarmed, I picked the next card in the deck which is the Star from Major Arcana. I believe this card is about forgiveness, about resolving past emotions, feelings, situations. Forgiving yourself and forgiving the world. Don't allow bitterness or feelings of hopelessness bring you down thinking there is no one waiting to meet you. You are not dead yet, and neither is he. Let go of the past, things you've tried and done, allow it to pass and accept your weaknesses. Don't stay inside your home distraught about the things you didn't get to do yet, as if it must end that way as well. The past does not dictate the future, you can create small changes in the moment! Refocus on yourself. Are there hobbies you have never even thought of trying? Activities you've shied away from but held a silly spot in your heart that "If I had someone to do it/go with, I'd at least try it!" Go ahead, try it now! Perhaps that is the clue from the universe that this is where you will find him! Life is now. Don't live it like it has already passed. The Star card affirms this as holding onto self-improvement and finding or reinforcing your own unique path! I hope this reading gives you faith in the future, and faith in yourself! I am also a long time single older woman, so my heart goes out for you. It is hard to keep waiting but while we wait, we can try our best to build ourselves and do within our limits new things, activities, even if it's just visiting a new town and sitting down at a café for a while.<3

(via A Spotted Letter "C" Drawstring Bag by ShelleyBees)