okay, given the fact that my inbox is currently filled with “did you leave?” and “you won’t write anymore, right?”, I thought I finally had to say something again and maybe elaborate a bit.
I’ve said it before, but maybe not everyone knows what’s going on, so I’ll say it again.
I started this blog during uni, had so much time on my hands back then because I couldn’t care less about studying (pls don’t be like me, I barely got my degree lol). you might remember how I actually used to update this blog every single day. there came a point where I had like 50+ stories piled up in my drafts, just in case I wouldn’t be able to write for a day.
then that entire debacle at uni happened and I had to find a job. that’s when I started having less time and updates changed from every day, to every other day and gradually, it became less and less.
fast forward to present time post uni, where I’m now working a job that I never thought I could get, love it with all my heart and am therefor putting all my energy and time into it (I’m currently running 50-60 hours per week). I think you can imagine how little time that leaves for anything else.
I once said that I wouldn’t abandon this blog, and I meant that. these past couple of days I’ve been constantly thinking about making this post and just saying what’s on my mind, and it’s simply that I want to write more so badly, but I can’t promise anything anymore because I know that I’ll let you and myself down if I can’t keep that promise. I kept saying that I want to write more in the past, but then I’d disappear for a month and return with one or two requests only to leave again right after that.
I really don’t know how much I can upload in the future, I don’t know when I will upload. I don’t know when or if I will complete my original stories, and I don’t know when I can finish your request. all I can say is that I think about this blog every single day and if it were up to me, I’d write 24/7, but I simply don’t have the time anymore.
so yeah... I thought I’d just make this post to let you guys know what’s going on. I will now go through my askbox and sort out some asks. ily <3