#infidictus

“If you’re looking for ice cream, we have nothing but awful flavors,” she announced, closing the freezer door and then opening up the fridge. “I don’t even think I’m hungry, I’m just ANTSY, but I don’t want to turn...” she explained, and it dawned on her, that no one probably cared.

please don’t be afraid to approach me, i’m open to anything and i’m sure your ideas are great. we can work something out for our muses to begin interacting. i have been busy but i want to get into writing again. i’m a friendly face, come into my messages anytime to discuss ideas/plotting.

❝ i am tired of this place, i hope people change. ❞

wait... she’s with her now? what did that mean exactly? maybe there’s something going on she doesn’t know about, had there been another creature spat out of malivore? is that why she was needed? to aid hope in defeating the latest threat to the school or can she have indicated totally out of the box, she didn’t want to assume and be wrong, she’d imagine that being so very awkward. either way she would be there for hope. she helped rescue the josie everyone deeply loved from her shadow self, the inner darkness she so easily hid from the world, until recent. on the contrary she learned how to change the story with thanks to her favourite tribrid before she permanently damaged someone who didn’t deserve it. kai parker created an image in her head, an image of power and wickedness--she believed true power meant evil but that, that isn’t true. unfortunately she learnt a little too late. she quickly stacked her study books into a neat pile and pulled them close to her chest, immediately jumping out of her seat.    ❝    what do you need, because at this point i’m down for anything.    ❞   literally anything, it’s the least she could do for hope after... everything. she owed her big time.

right, she’ll be the first member of the team to let her know if they're reattempting one of their usual tricks. ironically she expected them to pull another unnecessary manoeuvre on the group, but it’s not like they even needed to considering they lost on purpose. sure, none of the opposing team knew the stallions had no other choice than to lose ( and for good reason ) but she did and the way they talked down on her twin every single year without fail just wasn’t it. they really agitated her and if she didn’t know any better she definitely would have brought them down onto their knees by now. they are being extremely insensitive towards a situation lizzie barely has any control over. perhaps it started off as merely a friendly game but it became something serious when some players thought it was okay to degrade her sister’s mental health when she was doing really well lately, especially considering how she struggled on a daily basis. josie practically bottled up her feelings on certain things and ..people for a living. she preferred to blend into the background rather than shine in the spotlight, unlike her sister she disliked being the centre of attention.   ❝    well they’re doing it again... try not to get riled up, you know they’re doing this on purpose and we have to lose anyway, for dad. okay?    ❞  

❝ i want to stay, i don’t want to leave you to battle your demons alone but h o w am i supposed to stay knowing there’s someone still lingering in my head that wants to kill you . . . i don’t think i could live with myself if you weren’t here because of me.   ❞   swallowing a hard lump in her throat, a tear shed onto her already damp under eyes, she couldn't help herself. there wasn’t a known way around the merge.. not to this date, it was a curse, the most cruel curse. she would sooner die than kill her sister or let her take the win. but she assumed it’s better this way, if she was out of the picture she wouldn’t be able to inflict any more pain on lizzie. it was safer for them both with josie across the pond ( and ) not only that she could do some research alongside mom, maybe help her find gemini connections, there has to be somebody out there knowledgeable enough to give them the answers they need, it is simply a matter of finding that somebody.

those cold, reserved, mocha eyes, fixated on the bravery of the flaxen who dared oppose her. believe it or not she felt n o t h i n g other than sheer adrenaline pumping through her veins. the way she was more powerful than anyone here. this side of her really brought out josie’s inner strength. emotions? they only make one weak, don’t they? little, sweet, innocent, fragile j o s i e  s a l t z m a n was no more ( thank god ) and replaced with what she thought to be an updated version. the version she always wanted to be, but was always afraid to unleash out of fear. and this josie was here to stay permanently. let’s face it, it’s every twin for themselves in the gemini coven and one of them was bound to kill the other eventually, they were like a ticking time bomb waiting to erupt on one another.  ❝   don’t act so surprised, it was only a matter of time before this happened, and we’re gemini twins we don’t get an easy way out, but ---- it’s not like she didn’t deserve it. with the way she treated you all, you should be thanking me.    ❞